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insert foot in mouth....
Last night, I was rolling around playing with Clark, you know, wrestling, tickling, being goofy (all good clean fun), and I have been thinking about when to tell him I loved him, but I'm not yet ready to tell him. I wanted to wait until I was certain he was certain. Well, he and I were teasing...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-06-13 10:24:07
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why are guys so touchy?
 Today I worked the afternoon to close shift. I don't have to be anywhere tomorrow until work again at 4 (effin' lame cut hours). I was thinking about not seeing Clark all day because he didn't want to stay last night, but then we had a good round of text messaging (which is the devil), and...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-06-03 21:41:13
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blerg....
 So I got new glasses, and the official title of "Clark's girlfriend", even though I thought I already was... 

Watched the new Doctor Who last night. The nemesis this episode was the cerature that lives in the shadows and what we fear in the dark. Of course, I was...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-06-03 10:31:58
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Wow! Time flies...
 So I hadn't realized it's been nearly a month since I have written anything. This is always what happens when I go from being single to not being single. Blogging is a way for me to deal with the loneliness and lack of social life that goes with my not having a boyfriend. Of course, that...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-05-22 01:53:50
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it's funny....
 ...that I feel so insecure about my abilities in a relationship when I am not with the other half, but when we are together, everything feels just fine. 
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-04-30 03:10:30
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Relationship newbie
 How did I manage to spend four years in a relationship, yet feel like I have no experience dating? I wonder sometimes if I wasn't cheated out of necessary learning experiences because I only dated one person through out college. 

I'm young, and the guys I would date are...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-04-29 11:52:49
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It's difficult to write when I feel so giddy...
 Well, I had an amazing weekend with Clark. Friday night we went to an art exhibit at the USF CAM Gallery. The graduating class had a show, as well as a visiting artist whose name sadly escapes me at the moment. But the artist creates huge, nature-related installations. The best piece was on...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-04-28 23:30:37
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never knew what i missed...
 ...Til I kissed ya..." Everly Brothers.

Yes, it is official. After a long evening of coffee and seemingly endless banter and awkward laughing and giggling, Clark decided to kiss me. I wasn't prepared at the moment and I'm afraid that might have been the worst kiss I have...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-04-24 02:33:34
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high school again
 Is it acceptable to be in one's twenties and speak on the phone to a boy for two hours? I promise you I was in high school the last time that happened. Well, the last time it happened before last night. Hmm...let's call him Clark. He had gone to a concert last night, and was not able to...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-04-23 09:41:04
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Strange, possible growing up? Explicit Content
 So I checked the Evil Myspace today, and found something interesting. Bud was in photos hanging out with an old friend of mine that he had convinced me was an XXXXX with whom I shouldn't associate. Well, I think
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-04-22 10:38:57
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self-loathing, jealousy...feelings I wish didn't b
Everyone else seems to be extra-happy when I feel the worst I have felt in years. If I have to see one more pukey-sweet couple come into my work, or see pics from my friend's recent wedding, I am going to scream, cry, and have a nervous breakdown. I'm not sure why I get so worked up. I guess I...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-04-18 18:15:10
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feelin' better
 I guess sleep always helps. I wake up never feeling as bad as I did falling asleep. I spoke with my prospect for over an hour on the phone last night. We seem to get along pretty well, I suppose. I don't know, the talking isn't the difficult part for me. It's figuring out the appropriate...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-04-17 10:49:49
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amendments and self-pity
 There were a couple other requirements that I forgot about when making the list earlier:

- Must have siblings
-Must be able to control mother, have a cool mother, or live far, far, away from mother. 
-Did I say before that they must want to get married...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-04-16 23:22:44
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datin'....
 Went on a kind-of date last night. It was nice. I went to college with this person, and I think we both had a mutual, unspoken interest in each other. I am taking it reeeeaaallllyyyyy slow right now. Not in any kind of rush to be "in a relationship" yet. Oh hell, I'll stop beating around...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-04-16 12:38:40
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does everthing have to be titled?
 So my car was supposed to be fixed yesterday, but everything that could go wrong with the repairs has gone wrong. First, the company that sent my mechanic the lock tumbler sent the tumbler for the wrong door. Then, the fuel pump that has only been in the car since october 2006 went bad. It...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-04-09 10:20:40
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bleeegggghhh....
 I feel so lonely right now. Leaving a long-tern relationship, I forgot that I had forsaken most of my friends in favor of catering to my boyfriend. So stupid. You know, all I wanted was to grow up, fall in love, get married, and start a life of my own with a supportive man by my side. Now...
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Posted by: artfartpj on 2008-04-06 23:45:47
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8.  never knew what i missed... (2008-04-24 02:33:34)  
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