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| rainbows turn to grey |
i can't even think straight right now.
I don't understand.
Everything is like a big dream, nothing seems real to me.
Its like i cant see probably. but i dunno, not really
I feel kind of drunk but without the happiness or the clumsyness, just that weird sense of everything being kind of dreamy
- but im not drunk
its not actually possible right now, considering i haven't had a drink for a while
school tomorrow.
wooo
*SHOT TO THE HEAD*
dunno how ill go this term. probably just scrape through like i've done all year
ergh
i feel so alone
i have no friends
i dunno
they all seem to have drifted away from me
i kind of dont want to go back to school because i feel so alone there
i just wish i could meet some new people
but i dont know where i can. ive lost all the friends i had out of school
and im drifting from my friends in school
im loosing everyone
i just seem to hate everyone though
ergh..
i havent felt this way for a while
all dreamy and out of it and really angry and depressed
i dont like it one bit
COLOURS START TO FADE
RAINBOWS TURN TO GREY
EYES BEGIN TO SHADE
EDGES BECOME FRAYED
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Posted by arabesque on 2009-10-05 06:52:34 | Rating: | Views: 37
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