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could do with some advice :)
okay. so i need some help and some other opinions :) thanks if you actually read this peice of shit lol FYI this is a fairly massive rant.... so theres this guy right, who is one of my brothers best mates and hes one of those people that i like love/hate, if you understand what i......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-05 12:27:32 | Rating:

| Views: 72 | Comments: 4 | Tags: boys love life rant brothers friends

sharks and danger
feeling empty... i dont really know what to do with myself i wish that i would just stop fucking eating. i just eat and eat and eat, im like some kind of friggen vaccuum or something and fucking hell, it is so stupid. but i want to be thinner. i need to be thinner when i look in the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-07 11:35:07 | Rating:

| Views: 55 | Comments: 1 | Tags: sadness depression fat empty

falling to peices
Sometimes i seriously wonder why i even bother. why the fuckkkk do i even bother living and breathing, getting up out of bed in the morning i feel like i know no one at all, like i dont have a fucking friend in the world one of my best mates has moved to singapore that leaves 2 one is......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-24 10:59:46 | Rating:

| Views: 101 | Comments: 8 | Tags: depression suicide death people life

2:35AM
its funny reading over past blogs. i read my very first blog just before and its weird to think how far i have come. (or well, how far i have fallen) and i read a couple more blogs inbetween my first one and now and it almost surreal to read the things that i was thinking a couple of months......Read More