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My best friend's wedding.

Have you watched Julia Robert's 'My best friend's wedding?' The film reveals how painful it can be if one's best friend of the opposite sex is getting married.

Last week, my female best friend sent me a text message that she would be getting married in June.

Though I was happy for her, I felt bad that this girl, who I have known for over eight years, will now start having her 'night duties' 'under' another guy. (that's if the guy is on top. She could chose to go on top atimes)
This friend, who I met when I went to my sister's matriculation at the university in 1999, is just so fond of me and in the last eight years, we have spoken AT LEAST ONCE everyweek.
I know I loved her and she knows that too, but many factors were responsible for us not starting a long-term relationship.
Firstly, she is on the big side, while I have a small stature. So, I think and guess, she might not 'feel' my presence when I climb on her during love-making.
Secondly, being age mates, she's ready for marriage, while I'm just starting to plan for my future. So, she can't wait. However, she's being a good girl and I will miss her dearly.
There was no sexual relationship between us, but my greatest memory will be when she changed her clothe in my presence in her room (Though my friends said she actually passed a message across to me and I failed woefully)
Now, by June, she will be married and I have a policy of breaking the relationship with my female friends when they get married. This is because I want the best for them in their matrimonial homes. (Some guys could be jealous if they find their spouses is intimate with another guy, even, when no string is attached)
I have spoken to my friend a couple of times since she started planning her wedding and she knows I'm not too excited she's getting married.
I, however, wish her the best in future, especially a blissful married life.
I wish for myself too, a wonderful woman who will just be like the one snatched from me.