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Things seem to be alright at the moment. Dare I speak those words too loud (or type too hard). I don't want a killer wave to crash over us because I spoke before the storm!
I still don't have a total path figured out. I most likely never will. I just hope K. holds on until we are given some kind of knowledge about where we go from here. I'd hate for her to force my hand at serious promises I had to make to her...... God let us all just breathe!
I'm getting kinda nervous about my surgery. I don't like the idea of them putting me under. I have a fear of never waking back up. I have found this common with lots of people so I guess it's normal. Right now that would be a hell of a mess to leave my kids in! So anyone willing please say a little prayer.
My husband seriously has no clue how to raise them. I wouldn't want to see where they'd end up. Not saying he doesn't care. Just he's a bit too layed back at times! There's a thought, maybe we should do this thing his way for a bit? ..........Nah, if that didn't work there would be no return from it.
I guess we all live and learn. Obviously at different paces! My thoughts are with my family but all of you sneak in every once in a while. You all have been a wonderful support team! I'm so glad we found each other. When I get a chance to breathe, I can't wait to catch up with you all. Hold Thoughts together, until I catch my breath. Peace to all! |
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Posted by anotherdaze on 2008-07-14 13:49:39 | Rating: | Views: 82
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hi!
i'm glad you are getting a breather if only for a minute. enjoy it!
i'm not really the praying kind but i'm happy to offer all the encouragement i can. so, just keep pushing on with all the courage you can and things will get better if you want it (how's that?) :P
cheers!
:)
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Posted by badlydrawnstickman
on 2008-07-14 15:26:15
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Hey Angie,
You hang in there my friend. You've worked bloody hard to get K. to where you have, and that will not go unnoticed.
You're just hitting a challenge point, where you will learn and grow and modify how things go from now on.
Take care of yourself, and make sure you rest and relax when they tell you to... Oh and keep an eye out for Dr McDreamy & McSteamy! lol :)
Just kidding... wanted to make you smile :)
*HUGS* I'm thinking of you.
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Posted by EasyToSay
on 2008-07-14 20:59:50
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bdsm,
Thanks for all the encouragement you have to give. It has been more help than you know. It's just nice to know a total stranger can even care about the place we are in!
Thanks Kel, I'm glad someone thinks so. I sure as hell have tried everything I know to buy this girl time to grow up without her making a bad choice that will last her a life time.
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Posted by anotherdaze
on 2008-07-14 23:19:36
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I am praying for you. Of course you are nervous, that is understandable.
Let it be,trust you will be okay. Work on getting well. I had that surgery, two years ago, and have only tiny scars to show for it. Good Luck.
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Posted by circe
on 2008-07-14 23:36:55
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circe,
Thanks so much for the prayer and support you've already given me! I'm always scared to be put under. Even if I hold it off till the time they are pushing the meds in through the IV. I found myself giving my husband instructions in case anything happened before my last surgery. I do need to just put all my trust into Gods hands! Once again it's just wonderful to know people care even though we've never met. It blows my mind a bit even though I very much care what happens to all of you every time I read posts. There are so many wonderful people on Thoughts and your one of them!
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Posted by anotherdaze
on 2008-07-14 23:54:25
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Sorry , I haven't been keeping up to date with your possible surgery but when i had to go through treatment for a mental disorder 20 years ago i never thought i'd get better but a couple of weeks or days later (i don't know which) i felt a hundred times better. I'll pray for you!!!
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Posted by DanRafman
on 2008-07-15 00:42:07
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DR,
I'm having gallbladder surgery this coming Wed.
Thanks for praying for me!
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Posted by anotherdaze
on 2008-07-15 00:50:41
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I'm praying for you, Angie. I hope the surgery goes well, and I hope things get better at home. You are in my thoughts.
Lots of love and best wishes. Get well soon!! And watch what you say when they put you under anaesthesia ;) Just kidding! :)
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-07-15 05:19:12
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I hope your surgery goes well. You are in my thoughts and prayers
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Posted by prelude2it
on 2008-07-15 09:58:29
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angelwings, Thanks so much for the prayer and best wishes! I'll try not to say anything too bad. Ha.
prelude2it, Thanks for your prayer and thoughts as well. There are so many good people here on Thoughts! I hope to catch up with everyone soon.
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Posted by anotherdaze
on 2008-07-15 10:56:39
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Am a little behind reading posts and keeping up with everyone, but did read this one. It's normal to be nervous about any kind of surgery and being put under. Just remember that God will not slumber with you. He will be wide awake and taking care of every last detail. I will cover you with many prayers. Peace & Love
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Posted by ColoradoDreamin
on 2008-07-15 11:12:04
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Thank you so much ColoradoDreamin! I need all I can get!
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Posted by anotherdaze
on 2008-07-15 12:51:21
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awww. sweetie, thanks. Just take care of you for a while. We got your back, here on thoughts. And thanks for your thoughtful comments on my short story.
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Posted by circe
on 2008-07-15 14:39:43
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I haven't been able to catch all the posts but anyway, loads of luck for the surgery!!!You'll be fine..the fear is normal, you said it yourself. Things will turn out just fine.
I'm praying for you and your family!!
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Posted by HardThinker
on 2008-07-16 05:53:50
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Sending good thoughts and a few of my guardian angels your way...
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Posted by DouglasMB
on 2008-07-17 17:10:58
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You are in my prayers. I am sure you will be fine!!
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Posted by Meredith
on 2008-07-17 21:30:51
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