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I am starting a new blog. I deleted my old one. I was known as Crush, or my user name teenage disaster. I belive in new beginings, so heres one. I am a new person, since when I first made my old blog, so new person, new blog. For those of you who don't know me......
My internet name is Crush. I am fourteen years old.
I have done alot in the past year.....
...overcame a couple drug addictions
...stopped smoking
...stopped drinking
...met an amazing boy
...stopped cutting
...i'm not suicidal anymore
...learned more coupeing skills
...began to find out who I really am
...learned I have a mood disorder, and I am currently seeing a councler.
I don't plan on doing any of the above addictions ever again. Yes, it's true I don't know the future, and I can get "caught-up in the moment"; but I still plan to not do any of them. I never realized I was making such a huge mistake either....untill this boy showed me how great life can be. I owe him my life. I also have to thank this one girl, who everyone told me not to hang out with, because if it wasn't for her, i'd probably also be dead. So even though she's not going to read this lol, thanks Jordan. I don't know what i'd do without that girl. seriously.
Anyways, for today's blah blah blah's:
There is this one girl I used to frequently talk to on the internet. We were really good internet buddies. Then one day she just sorta disapeered, like she got wiped off the face of the planet or somthing. I'd still send her an email here & there, after she dissapeered. I think it was only a month ago I stopped sending them. Me & her other friends at T.O.T. just couldn't find answers. Well we finally found answers. She was in a terrible car accident and has been diagnosed with Locked-In Syndrome. It is a rare neurological state where a person is fully conscious and aware of their surroundings, with all memories and cognition intact, but without the ability to control all voluntary muscles except those for the eyes.
We are currently setting up a fundraiser for her, because of the extensive medical bills. If you woul'd like to help by donating you can go to http://www.sarascourage.org/helpsara.htm for more information. I just wish I coul'd help more, than what I can.
Okay, I bet your thinking, wow this chick talks alot, for a fourteen year old, aren't you? well guess what, i'm not done talking lol.
The other day I *finally* got a new phone. I feel bad though because, I was arguing with my mom about it, and I can tottaly tell it upset my boyfriend, that we were arguing. Today was just one of those bad days, ya know. were it's just like nothing goes your way. I was sick today, and it seems everyone is mad at me for being with my boyfriend. Two guys were even going to commit suicide because I wasn't going to go out with them. Thats deffinatly one of those times were you sit down and say "I wish life was easy". Okay, now that I blabbed your ear off, your probably thinking "is she done talking yet?". Don't worry i'm done talking (for now) ;] lol
Good Night- Crush |
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Posted by anotherXteenageXdisaster on 2008-04-22 02:40:55 | Rating: | Views: 98
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first think about career latter enjoy
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Posted by svss
on 2008-04-22 02:50:34
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committing suicide because you won't date them is like having their skin removed because they got sweaty. maybe a bit of an overreaction.
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Posted by buckandahalf
on 2008-04-23 14:59:55
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thyis boy sounds pretty good for u
and its good u stopped it all
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Posted by DeathandFTW13
on 2008-04-24 23:29:10
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