Funny how some people are getting into marriage, when I'm trying to get out from one.  I don't know what went wrong, but he was one heck of a guy to break his family and yet had the balls to be humiliated for reconciliation.  It made me realize with all this space around me, how selfish he trully was.  Selfish enough to just think of himself and not consider the people he could hurt.  

                     A lot of things has happened and the longer this is going on, the stronger I am to accepting my and my child's fate.  It was a marriage not worth saving, it was a marriage where the basic foundation were made from lies, deceit and superficial feelings from the very beginning. 

                     Maybe I was bound to be a single parent, a destiny I had to take painfully.  With this fate at hand, there are only 2 paths I had to take, the path of the fallen angels or the path where I can rise up, be above it all, and conquer the dreams I have so longed for all my life.  With these 2 options, I definitely choose the path where my dreams for me and my child can and will come true.

                    Just thinking aloud. 
                    Carpe Diem......