I realize that i havent posted in near a month, however as an excuse ive been keeping busy with a variety of activities, including work, working overtime, school, home renovation projects, and a distance learning course on the side. Today in class we were studying Gestalt theory, and i may have said more than im comfortable having other people knowing about me. I stated that i live in what i believe is a fantasy world, I used to think that this world was governed by an extension of myself which i understood to be a dual personality, through visiting with various psychological proffesionals i have come to the conclusion that rather than the complexity of what it would mean to have a multiple personality, it is rather the extension of my unconscious mind attempting to cope with what my conscious mind is dealing with, by dreaming, or fantasizing about the future, there are days where i go on these "trips" still keeping up with responsibilities in my present life, but yet living "thinking", in the future, as though those two worlds were separate, my conscious mind realizes that they are similar yet it doesnt want to let go of the unconscious dreams. I know this sounds confusing, its what i think. I am hoping that my switching between the conscious and the unconscious realms with ease is helping me to better cope with and realize my present state of life/environment.