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A little angel came into my life about 10 days ago. He was just a baby...about 50 days when we brought him home. He felt like family the minute he stepped inside the house. He'd go sniffing about the whole place, exploring it, making it his own. He got attatched to us on the very first day! I had to go out for a bit, and as soon as I got home, he was all over me, welcoming me home :)
He used to cuddle up and sleep on my slippers, they used to be like his security blanket. Even if I was out from the shower, he'd come running to me, and cuddle up at my feet. He was a little bundle of joy, so full of life, full of zest.
He adored water. We'd give him his water in his water bowl, and he'd sit with his face inside it, trying to get it wet!! Then while we werent looking, he'd sneakily put his paws in it one by one!!
He slept a LOT...he'd be asleep practically ALL the time. Understandable since he was just a little pup. But even while he slept, he needed to know everyone was around him. If anyone got up and went towards the dining area, he'd follow them till they were back in their original place. Once everyone was around him again, he'd flop onto the floor and go to sleep :)
At night, he'd sleep below my bed, on the side where my head would be. Every few minutes he'd wake up and come out from underneath and check if i was still there :) He was such a sweetheart!!!
He was a brilliant pup. He began responding to his name on the 3rd day! (I've been told thats early, maybe its normal, but i still think he was brilliant) He learnt how to respond to "sit" on the 4th day. In just one day he'd learnt it. He realised he had to go out of the house to do his business. He knew it in just those 3 days spent at home.
On the 5th day at home, he began to show signs of sickness. We found out that he had parvo. He was my very first pet. I didnt know what Parvo was. I searched on the internet, realised it can be fatal. But I was confident he'd come out of it stronger. Soon he stopped eating and was put on drip. He was being so strong throughout. He was eager to please throughout his illness. Even though he could hardly keep himself up on his feet, he'd go staggering out to do his stuff because he knew we had to clean it inside the house. He'd started vomiting a lot. Later, he started going out even to vomit so that we dont have to clean it. Even in his illness, he would sit when told to sit. He was so eager to keep everyone happy.
He past away yesterday. I wasnt expecting it at all. I really thought he would come out of it. For a long time i kept trying to wake him up, even though i knew it was over. I put his water in front of him, hoping he'd jump up to put his face inside it. But he never woke up.
I lost my angel yesterday. In just 10 days, he became my life, my happiness. I'm glad he left knowing he had a home, knowing he had family. I just wish i'd seen it coming. I'd have held him longer then, told him how much i loved him. I wish i'd said it more. I just hope he knows. I love you baby...and i always will.
Slash, thanks for being so happy and supportive when we brought him home. It was really nice having you feel that happy for me.
Long, thank you so much for talking to me these past few days. Talking to you has been more reassuring than you'd ever imagine. The support was invaluable.
Blue, thanks so much for all your advice and concern. It meant the world to me, really.
Nakedtruth, thanks for understanding the importance he held in my life. I hope you get your own dog soon.
To everyone else reading this, thank you for seeing this. I know i hadnt mentioned him or his illness. Everything was just too sudden. If you have pets, hug them please and tell them you love them. I can only imagine how much some of you who've lost your angels would've suffered after having them in your life for years together. If it hurts this much after just about a week, I can only imagine your pain.
Today, I let the tears flow. Tomorrow, I shall be stronger. (This optimism comes after reading tony's optimistic posts. Thanks for the strength tony)
God bless all of you and your angels.
(Found this online,
"today I sit alone and cry
tomorrow I'll stand and say good-bye"
- Allison Carpenter
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Posted by angelwings on 2008-05-21 01:43:51 | Rating: | Views: 238
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This is so heart moving.It really touched me. I really hope your angel is happy now...Such a beautiful thing...And yes, believe in angels and everything will be allrite...Let the tears flow today.You will be stronger tomorrow.
I share your sadness.Blessings.
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Posted by HardThinker
on 2008-05-21 04:52:43
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Thank you so much HardThinker. Thanks for this comment.
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-05-21 04:55:39
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Awww Angel that sucks soo much *Cyber Hug*
Unexpected deaths are such a soul-crusher but you are more then strong enough to deal Angelbabe.
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Posted by Long
on 2008-05-21 06:05:47
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Thanks Long. Yeah its horrid when it hits you when you're not expecting it. Thanks so much for the encouragement and the constant support. It means the world to me.
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-05-21 06:14:24
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That's so sad. I have a rottie and when I think of her not being there, I get really sad. I'm sorry you lost your pup. A big hug to you.
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Posted by prelude2it
on 2008-05-21 08:31:02
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Thanks prelude...the hug is really really appreciated. I need loads right now. Thanks again.
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-05-21 08:48:18
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You describe him so well. I miss him.
Take it slow love it'll be ok :)
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Posted by eeerm
on 2008-05-21 08:59:06
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Aw, eeerm, that means a lot. Thanks so much, I'm touched.
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-05-21 09:11:29
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Oh Angel, this had made me so sad. I love all my pets and all animals.. For a puppy to die, that is soooo sad. But you are so right, I'm glad he knew you loved him and I'm glad his little time down with you was a delight for him.
:(
RIP little fella *hugs* to you my friend.....
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Posted by EasyToSay
on 2008-05-21 09:15:59
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I am so sorry for your loss, Angel! What a wonderful puppy - such a shame that he was taken away so soon. Losing a pet is like losing a family member. I'm so sorry.
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Posted by Meredith
on 2008-05-21 10:42:52
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Oh Angel, my heart goes out to you. I'm so sorry for you loss. I have never had a pet, but remember how I fell in love (in 10 minutes time) holding that little puppy at the pet store a few weeks back. How wonderful that this little guy had someone as loving and kind as you to care for him during his short life. Lots of *cyber hugs* from me to you. Peace & Love
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Posted by ColoradoDreamin
on 2008-05-21 16:19:26
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Easy, thanks for those kind words. The hugs are appreciated, really.
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-05-22 01:15:17
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Meri, yeah it is really like losing a family member. I feel empty from inside. But he's gone to a better place...so i guess its good for him.
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-05-22 01:16:09
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CD, thank you so much. The hugs make everything so much better! I really appreciate all the concern everyone. Thank you so much.
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-05-22 01:17:01
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I think it was Helen Keller who said, "“What we have enjoyed we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes a part of us.” Best wishes to you, and thanks for sharing this story with us.
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Posted by pgm
on 2008-05-22 08:00:32
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Pete, thanks so much for sharing that quote. You are right..i've loved him and he'll be a part of me for ever. Thanks for the best wishes, i appreciate them :)
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-05-22 08:11:09
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Angel, my heart goes out to you.
Our pets have so much love for us which is purely unconditional.....that is why we love them so much in return.
Time will eventually ease the pain and loss you feel, my hugs to you... :)
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Posted by Kaybee
on 2008-05-23 07:41:20
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Awww...poor pup.
I have a cat that's 11 years old. I often think that when she passes, I won't get a new pet.
They're just so irreplaceable aren't they!??
Hang in there!
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Posted by Cecy24
on 2008-05-23 14:43:39
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Ohhh Angel girl, I am so sorry I haven't been around much this last week and missed this.
Sorry for the delay, Even though he was in your life a short time, he has left his mark on you, something that you will be able to think back on at times of need.
Hope that one day you will find this love for another pup, because you have so much love to share.
Hugs and kisses
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Posted by KP
on 2008-05-24 04:27:53
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Kaybee, thank you for those kind words of encouragement. The hugs, as always, are welcome :)
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-05-26 00:30:52
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Cecy24, you are so right. They are totally irreplacable. So many people have told me to get a new one...but I cant even get myself to think of getting a new one. Maybe i will in time...never say never :)
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-05-26 00:32:04
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KP, you care and thats what matters. Even if you find me days later, at the end you are there, and that means so much. So thank you. He certainly left his mark despite the short time...he was truly an angel. I hope I can love another pup someday, too.
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-05-26 00:34:27
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The time will be right when you know it. One day you will be walking past a pet shop or shelter and see the one that will just call out your name, and you will know that this will be the one to help you go on. Untill then don't feel you have to because everyone says so.
It isn't always the best to rush in and try and replace something striaght away.
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Posted by KP
on 2008-05-27 05:03:24
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KP, i could never even think of replacing him. Thats what i've been telling everyone. I promise i wont rush into anything. And there is absolutely no question of replacing. No pup will be able to replace him anyway. I wont make any hasty decisions :)
Thanks so much for the concern
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-05-27 05:18:27
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angelwings,
I have three JRTs they are my babies! They are not replacable! Each one is very different. They all have their own personalities.
If you do decide one day to get another pet be careful! Parvo is said to live in the ground for 5-10 years. I don't know how true that is it's just what I have been told.
I feel so bad for you and your little guy I'd just like to send you a cyber hug! *HUGS*
I have a hard time knowing I will have to part with one of my babies one day! I just don't even want to think about it.
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Posted by anotherdaze
on 2008-05-28 10:14:01
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Oh god i am so sorry honey, you must keep your pups inside and away from other dogs until they get their jabs, its other irresponsable dog owners who dont get their dogs jabbed that cause the problem, adult dogs can get over it easily, i am so sorry honey, this is so sad, i want to give you a big hug, i know how quickley we bond with pups, so i know how hard this will be on you.
hugs honey, again, i am so sorry xxxx
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-05-28 19:09:24
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Anotherdaze, I've heard it stays for around 9 months...so yeah, no puppy for a long time. Besides, we were anyway planning to take some time before bringing a new one home. We plan to shift houses later this year, so we might get one then.
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