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Im a MESS
I dont know what I'm doing, I dont know what kind of decisions I've taken. I dont know if I'm happy.
Right now I know that I'm a mess. I know that Im confused. I know that Im alone.

I think I need to get my life straight, my thoughts straight.
I'm going to be off this place for a while.
Thank you all for all ur support.


Posted by angelwings on 2008-04-17 01:11:41 | Rating: n/a | Views: 175


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Posted by
brainstormer
on 2008-04-17 03:01:57
 
Id say what bus hit you so fast, but I understand your feeling--maybe? I have had to take a step back myself upon feeling part of this getting me down. It often reflects badly on my life as well. Take a break. But, no need to say "bye". I dont think I can stand to see one more "Im leaving" or "NO! Dont go! Come on, everybody! We cant let this person go!" post:P
 
 

Posted by
EasyToSay
on 2008-04-17 03:49:48
 
AW - your mind is trying to process what your heart is feeling........ been there ... seeing the light at the end of the tunnel finally... took awhile ... but the flame is there.

Don't go, your SOULMATES post caught my interest and I've been coming back to see what else you say - to show me that I'm not the only one.

You write so well, your thoughts are so raw - stay a little bit longer, you have friends here - we all go through that feeling - hang in there - it gets better ... it gets much better :)
 
 

Posted by
Slash
on 2008-04-17 05:43:05
 
and i thought we had such a good competition going on who comments first! i didn't know competition would scare you off! :P

jokes apart. your thoughts are beautiful and hearing of them from you has been an honour.

but this is one place where i come when i feel alone. this place takes away from that at least a little. you have friends rooting for you here and i'm sure we would all love to keep hearing from you.

take the time you need, but do come back and say hi again. do come back and share your thoughts with us again...
 
 

Posted by
Meredith
on 2008-04-17 11:44:45
 
Do what you have to do but I certainly hope you will come back - I will miss your posts as well as your supportive comments in response to mine. I am sorry you feel so alone and hope things look up soon.
 
 

Posted by
ColoradoDreamin
on 2008-04-17 15:29:38
 
Take the time you need to sort everything out, but please don't leave for good. I love your posts. We are all a mess here (at least I am much of the time ... sorry didn't mean to speak for everyone). It's not the time to isolate yourself and be alone when you are falling apart. That's the time to hang onto others. Yes, there have been times when I needed to take a break from posting, but I still read the blogs and leave a comment or two. So many times I have found enlightenment or an answer to something I was going through in the words of others. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hopefully this time of confusion and unhappiness will be short lived. Hugs & Peace.
 
 

Posted by
smileforthecamera
on 2008-04-17 20:02:14
 
Looking forward to seeing you around again when you get back :]
 
 

Posted by
Long
on 2008-04-17 20:37:10
 
*taps screen* ANGEL!!!! awww she left us alone.

Who else is gonna comment on my blog.. well ok slash, who's cool and all but it aint the same. (don't sulk slash, would you rather me or angel commenting on you :P)

Take the time ya need angelwings, get ya head and heart straight, but don't fly too far away.
 
 

Posted by
Slash
on 2008-04-17 20:45:17
 
haha. totally get what ur saying long. its a guy thing! :D
 
 

Posted by
SoulUnderConstruction
on 2008-04-18 16:28:10
 
Get back here girl! I am going to miss u....

Much Love
Chet
 
 

Posted by
angelwings
on 2008-04-21 01:31:17
 
Brainstormer: No Bye from me, I promise. It was just something I needed to do, but I'm here :) Thanks for missing me! ;)

EasyToSay: That was such a beautiful comment, I cant stop smiling :) I know I have friends here, there is no way I can leave forever. You guys have become such an important part of my life :)

Slash: I'm all up for the competition, dude! Bring it on! :) Thanks for saying my thoughts are beautiful :) They've been depressed for a while, but now I'm back to being me :)

Mer: I'm back, and I will comment on all your posts which I've missed out on :) I missed you!

Colorado: BIG hug for you. Thanks so much, your comments and blogs are a constant source of light for me. I can never thank you enough. :)

Smile: I'm back girl :) God, I feel so important :P

Long: Aww, that was the sweetest ever!! I'm never leaving you alone, and I'll always be there to post my comments on ur blog, Promise :) I didnt fly away, I'm back :) And ur comment has me flattered..thanx :D

SoulUnderConstruction: Again, I'm so flattered :) I'm back :) Thanks so much..

TO ALL: BIG hug, lots of love...this gave me tears...I knew I had love here, but this seems like more than I truly deserve. I'm touched, and I dont know what more to say :)
I feel so important and special :) Thanks so much, love you all loads :)
 
 


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