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i can't believe it. the one person in my life who i never expected to ever see again. i thought he was gone. they told me he died. they said he died. why would they lie. i don't understand it. its been 4 1/2 years since that last letter. i can't believe that he might actually be alive. i mean will he even remember me? will he remember the letters? today i had a random thought. i was on myspace and decided to search his name. i mean i just typed it in. i expected to get some random ass guys that i didn't know but no. there he was. right there. and he live in phoenix. i sent him an email to see if its really him. i can't believe he might be alive. after all this time. why would they lie to me. was it because of the war? was it some twisted joke? or did he no longer want to talk to me? god all these questions i have. but no answers. i don't even know what to think.i don't know where to even begin. part of me doesn't want to know. i mean i have been happy in my life. i have been able to move on. but if he's actualy alive i mean. alive. what do i do? how should i act? i just don't know.
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Posted by angels_eyes on 2008-01-25 04:04:28 | Rating: | Views: 179
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