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its funny how things can affect a person. it can be something the amuses everyone, a joke. but one day something happens and whenever those type of jokes come up you just feel like crying. all i know is that there is not a day that goes by that i don't remember that day. its been a year and a half since it happend. and i wake up everyday remembering it. i even remember when i found out i was pregnant. i was so happy, yes i know i was only 18. but my whole life this is what i had dreamed about. becoming a mother. i was going to tell my fiance at the time, i asked him what he would do if i was pregnant. he replied that he would make me have an abortion and then he joked about how if i refused he would punch me in the stomach. that day i was terrified. i assured him i wasn't. but i knew beyond a doubt i was about a month and a half pregnant. about two months later i had my miscarage. i will never forget it. i wanted to be a mom so bad. and yes i left my fiance. but today and everyother day that dead baby jokes come up i just want to go and sit somewhere and cry. and i hate it. i just wish i could get over it but i wanted to be a mum so bad that and i still do.
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Posted by angels_eyes on 2008-03-16 03:28:31 | Rating: | Views: 68
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People tell dead baby jokes? thats horrible! Maybe you should see a counsellor or talk to someone you trust about this... its sounds like alot to go through!
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Posted by rinniez
on 2008-03-16 21:51:09
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