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tonight started out like a normal night. i hung out with two of my friends and just wached movies. it was great. until about 1230 am my best friend called me up sounding really down. so i stepped outside to talk to him. for some reason i knew this talk was different from other times. he told me he was feeling suicidal. that he feels like he can't take life any more. that it seems like the simplest solutions. at this point my heart just stops. i don't know what to do. and for the first time in almost a year i cry. i mean this is my best friend. the guy who has been there for me no matter what. i would take a bullet for him any day. i love him so much. and he is telling me he doesn't want to live any more. all i could do was talk to him. and he promised me he wouldn't do anything. i think what made him promise was me crying because he knows i don't cry, i hope he realises how much he means to me and everyone he knows. i don't know what i would do with out him. he is the one that keeps me sane. goddess please just don't let him leave me. i know it sounds selfish but i need him. he is the only one that i have left. i have had somany people around me die. all i can say is anyone but him. please.
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Posted by angels_eyes on 2008-01-23 05:51:09 | Rating: | Views: 71
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