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I do hope this is not another unhappy post, i'm just trying to keep track of the things that are happening to me after the Big fight i had with my husband. We had a bg fight on Friday morning and he was saying that i am not taking care of the kids like i used to and he said lots of things that are untrue. Just because he is taking the kids to school and back to his mother's does not mean i'm not taking care of them. I mean who is feeding them, cooking for them, cleaning the house, doing laundry, giving them their bath and getting them to sleep. Not to mention that i wake up several time at night, to change the sheets and clothes of my boy cause he just trying to get through the night without diapers. Plus i have his younger sister who keeps losing her pacifier in bed. Now he thinks he's doing everything? He's not doing any of those andi don't wat him to, that is my job. But to tell me that i am a terrible mother? What is he doing for them. Anyway....So after that fight on friday i called my sister and invited her to sleep at my place just to change the mood. I went well and actually he was trying to make me smile and sending kisses evrytime i pass by...he has that habit to pretend like nothing happened and i hate that. That didn't work with me and i was still mad in the presence of my sister. When she left i was getting my kids to nap and he came home opened the door with lost of noise (he does that a lot) which awakened my daughter and got me mad. So i told him why do you have to do this don't you know that at this hour our kids sleep? And then he got mad...in fact i've never seen him so mad. We had another fight, he confessed that living with me is hell, that he couldn't take it anymore, he was very loud and angry. So i tried to stay calm and i didn't say a word. And we never spoke for the whole weekend except for the necessary stuff in front of his mother and his friend who came over. But he spent every moment of the weeekend yelling at the kids and last night he hit our boy because he woke him up.?? iS that allowed damm him i could have killed him for that. Anyway that's what happened and i will make sure it will never happen again, even if i'll have to pack my kids stuff and go to my sister's.
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