Right now I am engaged but not happy. I have so many issues in my life I've been trying to deal with lately. I feel like a juggler, trying to juggle each issue in my life. I desire for a close bond, a close intimacy deeper than any I have ever known. At one point I had a boyfriend who nearly gave me that deep feeling I so desired but I lost him. Now I'm seeking for even half of that love which I lost. Is he out there? Is there anyone out there who can fill that void in my soul? I know he can't give me total happiness but maybe he can be the soul mate that can take all my lonliness away forever. I pray and dream of a lover and an intimate fellowship with someone whom I can call my own and I leave it to you fair void. Send me my knight in shining armor and may he wrap me up in his arms and carry me far off into the deep spaces of his being.

To you I send this simple kiss. Whoever you are.

Love your

Angel