Thoughts.com Blogs - Mood swing whiskey has my brain.

23 more days to go. Counting down. Feels like it's taking forever. It's been a whole year since I've been there and I've missed it like crazy and wanted to go back so badly. The beach. SUNSHINE. A swim-up bar in the swimming pool. No stress for a whole week, just relaxing and taking it easy. It's Heaven, and I know I'll never want to come back home. Probably the highlight of my whole year, seriously. MEXICO. I'm going parasailing and repelling down a waterfall and riding a zipline through a jungle. Can't forget the tour of the tequila factory either. Hells yes. It almost makes it worth having a shitty job year round and busting my ass in college year-round. It sucks coming back from a week in bliss to a not-so-blissful life, but at least I get to go! It's gonna be even more fun than last year. I can't wait.

Other than that, life's been goin. Not good. Not bad. Okay. And that's good enough for me. I can live with that. Especially with something so good to look forward to. 2 more weeks of school, then I start online summer school but at least I don't have to go on campus every day. Can do homework in my pj's when I'm not at work. Awesome. 3 more semesters to go then I'll have my bachelor's. I'm coming to realize I may have to get a master's to get a better job which I'm really not looking forward to at all. But I do like $.

My sister's getting married in 4 months also. I'm the maid of honor. I always pictured my sister's wedding different. I thought I'd be more excited. I'm not crazy about her fiance, but oh well. It should be fun, we already went dress shopping but still have the bachelorette party and shower.

The thing that's been on my mind a lot lately is how fake people are and how hard good friends are to come by. I thought I had good friends. I was wrong. I'm always wrong. I've really just stopped caring but it still bugs me a little. Everyone else has friends and gets along. I just can't stand most people. I can't be fake and not care when others are fake long enough to make friends. They're overrated. Seriously.