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Last night I was at the movies, my boyfriend at the time was being a real ass. (he wasnt there we were texting) My friend had told him things I had said about him.
Then he was all "you know there is one way to fix it if you dont like it"
Then I said, "YOUR TELLING ME TO BREAK UP WITH YOU?!!?"
I cant remember what he said ,but it pushed a button, and i broke up with him. I couldnt think or watch the movie, I was crying the whole time. I couldnt be toched, because then I would have imagined him. Then there was this guy Ian. My friend Dakota's best friend for seven years. We had just met, and he gave me a hug. He looked just like my present day exboyfriend, and then he drove me home. When we got to my door, he asked if I needed him to come in. I said sure...
We watched T.V. for awhile, he was holding me the whole time. I looked up at him, he looked down at me. When he leaned in to kiss me, I turned away. I was remembering it was my exboyfriend, it was a guy taking advantage of my insecurity. He said he was sorry. I believed him, and let him stay.
He is coming over today, to hang out. This is hard, because im gunna hink he is my ex again and let him do it. I just know it. But I still like my ex. He always said he loved me. But Ian is 17, my ex is 19. I am sooo confused.
HHHHEEEEELLLLLPPPP!!!!
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Posted by angel_devil on 2008-01-06 11:40:12 | Rating: | Views: 84
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rebound guys always remind us of our exes, unfortunatley it is one of the things we do to help us cope, its like a grieving process and you keep seeing the one you lost in random places, tell the guy its to soon because you have only just broke up with your ex and that it wouldn't be fair to either of you, take some time on your own and decide what you want, its a new year, try and stay positive, but don't let anyone take advantage of you at this time, you will be the only one feeling bad after xxxxx
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-01-06 12:48:06
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