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  		<atom:title>Blog Feed: angel_devil</atom:title>
  		<atom:updated>2008-09-11 13:09:57</atom:updated>
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   	 		<atom:name>angel_devil</atom:name>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[EEEEWWW!!! Im sorry but whay would anyone do this?]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>149665</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-09-11 13:30:57</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/EEEEWWW%21%21%21-Im-sorry-but-whay-would-anyone-do-this%3F-149665/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[A 30-YEAR-old sex offender who posed as a 12-year-old boy to ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ A 30-YEAR-old sex offender who posed as a 12-year-old boy to enrol at schools in the US for two years has pleaded guilty to child porn and other charges.<br />
<br />
Neil Havens Rodreick II attended schools in Arizona, and although authorities found no evidence whe committed any offences while in school, a large collection of pornography was found at his home, the Associated Press reported.<br />
<br />
Rodreick had faced 28 counts but pleaded guilty to seven of them last week in Yavapai County Superior Court in northern Arizona, according to a plea agreement document obtained by the AP.<br />
<br />
Rodreick pleaded guilty to four counts of sexual exploitation of a minor stemming from the pornography, as well as one count each of failure to register as a sex offender, fraud and simple assault. <br />
<br />
Rodreick attended schools in Surprise, Payson and Prescott Valley starting in 2005, authorities said. <br />
<br />
He shaved and wore pancake makeup to help him appear younger, convincing teachers, students and administrators that he was a young boy named Casey. <br />
<br />
He was caught in January 2007 after spending a day in the seventh grade at a school after school officials became suspicious about his paperwork. <br />
<br />
Rodreick was arrested with three other men, who were posing as his cousin, uncle and grandfather. <br />
<br />
Yavapai County Attorney Sheila Polk said that according to the terms of the plea deal, Rodreick must serve no less than 70 years and six months in prison.<br />
<br />
The trial for the other men was due to begin on November 19, the AP said.<br />
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sick right? well this is soo wrong. Im so against sexual offenders entering school as little boys! ]]>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Yay!]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>138845</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-08-16 16:33:32</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Yay%21-138845/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[School starts Monday!! IM soo excited!! I have ROTC (colorga ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ School starts Monday!! IM soo excited!! I have ROTC (colorgaurd and unarmed drillteam), Softball, and Drama. Im so pumped up and ready for school to start!<img src="/fckeditor_20080123/editor/images/smiley/msn/regular_smile.gif" alt="" /><br type="_moz" /> ]]>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[*cry, cry*]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>134638</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-08-07 10:19:27</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/%2Acry%2C-cry%2A-134638/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[

He broke up with me!!
Josh broke up with me!!
I am soo ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ <img alt="" src="/fckeditor_20080123/editor/images/smiley/msn/cry_smile.gif" /><br />
<br />
He broke up with me!!<br />
Josh broke up with me!!<br />
I am soo bummed.<br />
He didnt get ass so he left me!<br />
He didnt believe that I was getting committed to not giving it out. <br />
Whayever though.<br />
Roct keeps my mind off of it.<br />
Its all good. ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Its amazing.]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>130599</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-30 09:11:07</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Its-amazing.-130599/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[Its amazing how long a relationship can last with out sexual ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ Its amazing how long a relationship can last with out sexual interactions.<br />
Josh and I have almost lasted&nbsp;two weeks&nbsp;and we havent done anything but kiss. <br />
Im so proud of myself. ]]>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Josh Brigido....]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>127940</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-24 10:10:08</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Josh-Brigido....-127940/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[Josh Brigido.
My Boyfriend.
My friend.
But also...
my ba ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ Josh Brigido.<br />
My Boyfriend.<br />
My friend.<br />
But also...<br />
my barrier breaker.<br />
<br />
You know a lot.<br />
More than most.<br />
I am so afraid<br />
to let my walls fall for you.<br />
I dont want you to hurt me.<br />
<br />
Truth is,<br />
i care for you more<br />
than words can say.<br />
Im just afraid to let it show.<br />
<br />
Your my best friend,<br />
Josh Brigido.<br />
My Boyfriend<br />
and most important,<br />
my barrier breaker. ]]>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Leif! Erica!]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>124578</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-17 08:26:56</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Leif%21-Erica%21-124578/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[

women! im about to die!

Im going to explode with all  ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ <span style="font-family: Comic Sans MS"><span><span style="color: #3366ff"><img alt="" src="/fckeditor_20080123/editor/images/smiley/msn/whatchutalkingabout_smile.gif" /><br />
<br />
women! im about to die!<br />
<br />
Im going to explode with all this info i want to tell you!<br />
<br />
<br />
If you dont come back I cant tell you about this honkeh!<br />
<br />
Im dieing to tell you about him!<br />
<br />
AND MY MOM!!<br />
<br />
<br />
OOOH OOOHH AND EEERM!<br />
grr eeerm....<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I MISS YOU SOO MUCH GIRLIE!!!!<br />
<br />
<br />
<span style="color: #ff00ff">I MISS YOU SISTA FROM ANOTHA MISTA!!!<br />
<br />
MESSAGE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!</span><br />
<br />
<span style="color: #ff0000">if anyone is readin this and has spoken to erica3 after readin this tell her to message angel_devil. THANK YOU!!</span><br />
</span></span></span> ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Dont read this...you wont like it.]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>124576</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-17 08:19:26</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Dont-read-this...you-wont-like-it.-124576/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[Ok so there is this guy I like...a lot.
His name is Josh. W ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ Ok so there is this guy I like...a lot.<br />
His name is Josh. We've had our...<br />
fights and always made up. Well he <br />
has a girlfriend. The other day he came<br />
home from Miami. He snuck over to my<br />
house at night. I started to cry 'cause<br />
when I saw him, we were supposed to <br />
be fighting. I let him in through my<br />
window of vcourse, and he kissed<br />
me. It tasted so sweet and bitter.<br />
Sweet bevause right before he<br />
whispered I love you. Bitter<br />
because he has a girlfriend. The<br />
night grew older and we layed in <br />
my bed just catching up. It was so <br />
intense in his arms. Then he had to<br />
go before we both could get in trouble.<br />
But the minute he left i started to tear up<br />
not because I wanted him back, but<br />
because I realized I was imagining he was <br />
someone else. I worte a whole journal entry<br />
about it. What sucks even more is I love this<br />
guy. He doesnt want to hear i though. Its so <br />
hard to hold it back when me and this guy <br />
are on the phone. It frustrating that he makes<br />
me watch my&nbsp;words. If he would hve just <br />
watched his we wouldnt&nbsp;be in this mess!<br />
So in this case I will say this.<br />
&quot;I dont like you Al...I heart questionmark.&quot;<br />
Figure it out, you wont like it very much. ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Bliss]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>123148</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-14 13:14:49</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Bliss-123148/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[What you do
makes me see
what and who i want to be
what y ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ What you do<br />
makes me see<br />
what and who i want to be<br />
what you do<br />
makes my heart race<br />
without you<br />
&nbsp;cant help but pace.<br />
<br />
Because in your arms<br />
i&nbsp;dream of bliss<br />
i feel you charms <br />
and taste you kiss<br />
our joy is more<br />
than heavan's light<br />
our spirits soar<br />
its pure delight ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Tyler Wilson must die...]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>123146</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-14 13:12:03</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Tyler-Wilson-must-die...-123146/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[You hurt them,
confuse them
can't keep them for long.
You ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ You hurt them,<br />
confuse them<br />
can't keep them for long.<br />
You flirt with them<br />
you use them,<br />
kiss them then their gone.<br />
All types, all styles;<br />
you even kept files!<br />
You have, no had too many to count<br />
you won't have anymore...<br />
'cause your a man whore!<br />
<br />
Who am I?<br />
Tyler Wilson.<br />
What do they say?<br />
HE MUST DIE! ]]>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Enjoy your time]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>122016</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-11 21:47:49</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Enjoy-your-time-122016/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[She runs to you
for you warm embrace;
she leans towards yo ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ She runs to you<br />
for you warm embrace;<br />
she leans towards you<br />
to kiss your face.<br />
*ENJOY YOUR TIME BIG ONE, ENJOY YOUR TIME*<br />
<br />
He tucks you in,<br />
so your cozy and warm;<br />
you smile up at him<br />
his face exausted and worn.<br />
*ENJOY YOUR TIME LITTLE ONE, ENJOY YOUR TIME*<br />
<br />
She gets out of your car--<br />
to go to her mom's.<br />
You kiss her cheek buh-bye,<br />
as she cries and sobs.<br />
*ENJOY YOUR TIME BIG ON, ENJOY YOUR TIME*<br />
<br />
He gets on his plane<br />
and she didn't know.<br />
If she had a say,<br />
she would say &quot;Don't go..&quot;<br />
*ENJOY YOUR TIME, JUST ENJOY YOUR TIME*<br />
<br />
She gets a call<br />
finds he is no longer there.<br />
He flew away from her,<br />
she mumbles and swears.<br />
*TIME--------LOST*<br />
<br />
He calls her...a lot<br />
but she hardly answers<br />
&quot;He wasted his time,<br />
he took it forgranted.&quot;<br />
*TIME--------LOST*<br />
<br />
<br />
----------------------------------------------------------<br />
inspired by dad....im so done with him.... ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Sex on the beach.]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>122009</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-11 21:34:27</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Sex-on-the-beach.-122009/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[They go on a date,
like each other a lot.
The stay in touc ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ They go on a date,<br />
like each other a lot.<br />
The stay in touch,<br />
as weeks go to months.<br />
<br />
A peck on the hand,<br />
a kiss on the cheek.<br />
The move towards the lips<br />
after a few weeks.<br />
<br />
After a year comes<br />
&quot;I love you...&quot;<br />
from her lips--<br />
&quot;I know...&quot; from his.<br />
<br />
This one day...<br />
being oh so memorable,<br />
a trip to the beach,<br />
he being so humble.<br />
<br />
They work each other up,<br />
his move, the first,<br />
His clothes come off...<br />
as does her's.<br />
<br />
The start to sweat,<br />
their bodies joing together.<br />
Still from her mouth--<br />
&quot;I'll love you forever.&quot;<br />
<br />
His fingers in her hair,<br />
his lips on her neck.<br />
His voice in his ear,<br />
&quot;I'll love you until death.&quot;<br />
<br />
The sand on their bodies,<br />
The water in the background.<br />
Their breath heavy,<br />
along with their love-his just found.<br />
<br />
His body on her's<br />
causing her pleasure.<br />
Her hands on his body,<br />
her new found treasure.<br />
<br />
She mounds oh so loud,<br />
he grunts with much passion,<br />
as they come as one<br />
neither one lackin'.<br />
<br />
&quot;I love you.&quot;<br />
she whisper so breathless.<br />
&quot;I love you too.&quot;<br />
he says in full conciousness.<br />
<br />
<br />
------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
inspired by someone in some dream. ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[The Beach.]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>122005</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-11 21:26:06</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/The-Beach.-122005/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[The tan, grainy sand,
The turquoise, salty water,
The oran ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ The tan, grainy sand,<br />
The turquoise, salty water,<br />
The orange and pink sky,<br />
The sinking, yellow sun....<br />
<br />
The white, soaring seagulls,<br />
The thi, greean seagrass,<br />
The shy fading daylight,<br />
The bold, growing starlight....<br />
<br />
and me...<br />
<br />
Still and sad.<br />
Quiet and alone.<br />
Dead, but living...<br />
<br />
sitting...thinking...<br />
here, on the beach. ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Life Poem]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>122003</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-11 21:22:05</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Life-Poem-122003/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[I am from a stereo blaring rock music,
From a vibrating cel ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ I am from a stereo blaring rock music,<br />
From a vibrating cell phone with texts,<br />
From an over-filled bookshelf,<br />
From a cluttered desk,<br />
From another secret life,<br />
And a reading corner.<br />
I am from home- comfertable and lacking.<br />
<br />
I am from a charred grill cooking veggie burgers,<br />
From a grass-covered feild,<br />
From a flower-hoarded garden,<br />
From rabunctious dogs <br />
And hot humid air.<br />
I am from home- wild and entertaining.<br />
<br />
I am from towering trees,<br />
From orange-scented air,<br />
From green, grassy hills,<br />
From sunny beaches on the gulf,<br />
And party lights of South beach.<br />
I am from Florida- fun and sunny.<br />
<br />
I am from fifty stars,<br />
From thirteen stripes,<br />
from were patriots fight,<br />
And from blue, red and white.<br />
I am from The United States of America- with liberty, freedom and equality!<br />
<br />
I am from heat year round,<br />
From known rythemic music,<br />
From beches everywhere,<br />
From the rain of El Yunque,<br />
And the land of Daddy Yankee.<br />
I am from Puerto Rico- with rythem, romance and heat.<br />
<br />
I am from a unit fighting for our rights,<br />
From&nbsp;olive green&nbsp;camoflauge uniforms,<br />
From a commitment,<br />
From hope of kids,<br />
And peace and freedom everyday.<br />
I am from my future - of war, wisdom and a fight for our right. ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Hi people who read my blogs.]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>121377</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-10 16:31:25</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Hi-people-who-read-my-blogs.-121377/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[It amazes me how many peopple read my blogs.
You know I lov ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ It amazes me how many peopple read my blogs.<br />
You know I love the people here on thoughts,<br />
they let you know what they think about the real you.<br />
People that I live near tell you how your appearance looks.<br />
I HATE THAT!<br />
I mean :<br />
&quot;Your too fat for that shirt.&quot;<br />
&quot;Your face is too square.&quot;<br />
&quot;Your ugly get away.&quot;<br />
<br />
I mean girls and guys are harsh on people.<br />
If only they judged your inner beauty like the people on thoughts.<br />
So to all my blog readers:<br />
I love you guys, never change.<br />
Keep typing those nice comments to each other,<br />
keep motivating others,<br />
keep pushing people spirits up,<br />
and keep wiping their cyber tears away.<br />
I love you guys for you.<br />
Keep the comments comint, I will keep them going.<br />
Thanks for reading,<br />
Angel. ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Surreal]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>121265</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-10 12:34:06</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Surreal-121265/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[His brown, majestic eyes..
His lengthy black hair...
His w ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ <span style="color: #0000ff"><span style="font-size: larger"><span style="font-family: Verdana">His brown, majestic eyes..<br />
His lengthy black hair...<br />
His white dazzling smile..<br />
Exquisite.<br />
<br />
His dark, amazing personality..<br />
His strong, muscly body...<br />
His amazingly designed face...<br />
Marvelous.<br />
<br />
His body,<br />
His face,<br />
His touch,<br />
Surreal.</span></span></span> ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Can you?]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>121264</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-10 12:31:15</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Can-you%3F-121264/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[A bully picking on a boy...
Can you feel his pain?
Can you ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ <span style="font-family: Times New Roman"><span style="font-size: larger"><span style="color: #ff6600">A bully picking on a boy...<br />
Can you feel his pain?<br />
Can you hear his cries?<br />
Can you see his tears?<br />
<br />
<span style="color: #ff00ff">Agirl walking in the rain...<br />
Can you feel the rain drops?<br />
Can you hear her sobs?<br />
Can you see her shaking?<br />
<br />
<span style="color: #3366ff">A couple sitting by a lake...<br />
Can you feel the intensity?<br />
Can you hear their whispers?<br />
Can you see their love?<br />
<br />
<span style="color: #ff6600">I feel it,<span style="color: #ff00ff"><br />
I hear it,<span style="color: #3366ff"><br />
I see it,<br />
<span style="color: #00ff00">Can you?</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span> ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[The Dress]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>121262</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-10 12:27:33</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/The-Dress-121262/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[A tall, elegant woman
dressed to kill.
Her heart was stole ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ <span style="color: #800080"><span style="font-size: larger"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman">A tall, elegant woman<br />
dressed to kill.<br />
Her heart was stolen,<br />
for him twas thrill.<br />
<br />
She roamed around<br />
searching for happiness;<br />
there was no emotion found,<br />
non but lonliness.<br />
<br />
She stepped outside;<br />
her blue sil dress<br />
dragged behind<br />
something was drenched...:her dress.<br />
<br />
Her dress covered <br />
from neck to toe,<br />
in his blood<br />
for those who didnt know.<br />
<br />
Her heart: stolen.<br />
Her cries: noisome.<br />
His life: no longer.<br />
Her dress: now red.</span></span></span> ]]>
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		</atom:entry> 
		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[I ♥ ?]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>121141</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-10 08:51:55</atom:updated>
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  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[I &hearts; ?

I think this fits for right now cause I have ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ I &hearts; ?<br />
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I think this fits for right now cause I have a few.<br />
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Messages. First message starts at the bottom]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>120675</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-09 09:01:41</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/Messages.-First-message-starts-at-the-bottom-120675/'/>

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    				<![CDATA[ ((Message two.First message starts at the bottom then works their way to the top. Each are seperated by yth original message thing. These are all real messages between me and the Josh guy I wrote about.))<br />
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dude,<br />
i thought you liked me.<br />
I didnt know you were going to let me like you then go back to your girl within like 3 weeks.<br />
If I knew that I wouldn't have kept your number, or called you back as much.<br />
I probably wouldnt have even givin you my number.<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 2:12 PM<br />
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how<br />
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From: *:. Baby Bear.:*(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 02:10 PM<br />
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what?<br />
yea...<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 2:08 PM<br />
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u kno wat<br />
did i hurt u<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: *:. Baby Bear.:*(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 12:50 PM<br />
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okay... did you loose it in Miami?<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 12:44 PM<br />
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<br />
LOOK AT THE BULLITIN I POSTED<br />
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From: *:. Baby Bear.:*(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 12:37 PM<br />
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<br />
Cause no one reads them anyways.<br />
No.<br />
Why would I care about that?<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 12:34 PM<br />
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y u gotta post a bullitin <br />
so how did this all start cuz i talked to ur cuzin<br />
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----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------<br />
From: *:. Baby Bear.:*(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 12:23 PM<br />
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Listen.<br />
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I let people in, <br />
I let peopole out.<br />
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I build walls and fences and forts.<br />
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I had let you in.<br />
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I thought we were something more then friends.<br />
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I thought you understood.<br />
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Then you talk to my cousin,<br />
and I misunderstood.<br />
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You went back to her, <br />
no before pushing me down.<br />
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You walked out the gate,<br />
left me with a frown.<br />
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Now there is a wall.<br />
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Between just me and you.<br />
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Now we're just friends.<br />
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I guess that means we're through.<br />
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^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^Bulletin^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^<br />
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alright, check out your bulletin.<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 12:19 PM<br />
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hell yea<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: *:. Baby Bear.:*(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 12:18 PM<br />
<br />
<br />
...<br />
Do you really want me to go there?<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 12:16 PM<br />
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y why im behind a wall<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: *:. Baby Bear.:*(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 12:13 PM<br />
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listen.<br />
your not the friend you think you are.<br />
you only know whats on the outside and what I tell you.<br />
You dont know anything about me for a reason.<br />
I distant people for a purpose.<br />
I cant tell you anything, <br />
I can tell you some things, this isnt one of them.<br />
Im sorry, but your behind a wall for the moment.<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 12:04 PM<br />
<br />
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listen im ur freind<br />
u cud tell me anything <br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: *:. Baby Bear.:*(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 11:43 AM<br />
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because i dont feel right telling you.<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 11:42 AM<br />
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y not<br />
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From: Central Baby Bear.(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 11:41 AM<br />
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no.<br />
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From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 11:40 AM<br />
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just tell me<br />
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From: Central Baby Bear.(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 11:39 AM<br />
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STUFF.... they both link together.<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 11:33 AM<br />
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wat happend in virginia<br />
wat iz wrong wit u<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: Central Baby Bear.(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 11:29 AM<br />
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you cant help<br />
thanks for the offer...<br />
hell you aint gunna control me.<br />
i dont not like my dad, he abandoned me.<br />
One of my friends died. <br />
I made a HUGE mistake while I was in Virginia.<br />
I think something is wrong with me...<br />
I am a badluck magnet basically...<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 11:26 AM<br />
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wats iz ur life throwing at u<br />
tell me myabe i cud help<br />
u aint gonna slap nobody<br />
and y do u not like ur dad<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: Central Baby Bear.(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 11:23 AM<br />
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i have too many emotions running just yto your name<br />
i mean:sad,angry,happy,confused(etc.)<br />
I might end up:<br />
crying in front of you<br />
slapping you<br />
running from you<br />
(etc.)<br />
I dont want to end up hurting myself or you.<br />
I need time to get over things still. <br />
I mean you did it during the worse time.<br />
I am not blaming you for anything, my emotions are just on overdrive from what life is throwing at me.<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 11:19 AM<br />
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wat u mean<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: Central Baby Bear.(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 11:18 AM<br />
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CAUSE.<br />
IDK if I can see you yet....<br />
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From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 11:18 AM<br />
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y not me u and her<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: Central Baby Bear.(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 11:11 AM<br />
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well plan on it eing you and her.<br />
believe what you want. <br />
it happened with two of my other ex boys.<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 11:07 AM<br />
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me u and her<br />
she does<br />
nah i dnt belive u<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: Central Baby Bear.(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 11:06 AM<br />
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<br />
maybe<br />
maybe<br />
cool.<br />
you and her? or me you and her?<br />
she has a habit of liking people more when I dont date them or have them as a bf.<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 11:02 AM<br />
<br />
<br />
wen i get bak up there<br />
we got to chill<br />
ur cuzin messeged me to<br />
said we shud chill<br />
i thought she didnt like me<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: Central Baby Bear.(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 11:00 AM<br />
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yah<br />
no...i dont.<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 10:59 AM<br />
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ooooooooooooo<br />
she iz great i call or try to as much az i can<br />
u kno<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: Central Baby Bear.(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 10:55 AM<br />
<br />
<br />
i know, im getting my nails done that day. <br />
maybe after that if im not busy.<br />
how is your gf?<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 10:52 AM<br />
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well how iz ur summer goin<br />
im comin bak next tuesday we shud chill<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: Central Baby Bear.(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 10:48 AM<br />
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yeah, well in my opinion its true,<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 10:47 AM<br />
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hey<br />
that coment u sent me was nice <br />
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(((Message One. First message starts at the bottom then works their way to the top. Each are seperated by yth original message thing. These are all real messages between me and the Josh guy I wrote about.)))<br />
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no. . .<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 2:57 PM<br />
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yo who u havin attitude wit gurl!<br />
dnt u ever try me like dat!<br />
do yo mom kno wat u doin<br />
damn gurl<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: *:. Baby Bear.:*(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 02:54 PM<br />
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you cant do anything about it!<br />
bull shit you were guna ask me out.<br />
If you were yo should have gotten balls and did it.<br />
oh ya and kissing me hurt me more, your retarded!<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 2:49 PM<br />
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wait till i get there<br />
ima beat yo ass<br />
cuttin ur self<br />
i did not lead u on i was <br />
about to ask u out on ur b-day<br />
that night i kissed u<br />
but i cudent<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: *:. Baby Bear.:*(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 02:47 PM<br />
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UGH!<br />
im sorry okay!<br />
when I went to Virginia, there was this guy.<br />
He&nbsp;------- me up&nbsp;------ me up&nbsp;--- - ----- -- ------- okay???<br />
ARE YOU HAPPY!?!?<br />
another thing,<br />
I havent talked to my dad for more than five minutes in the past 3 months.<br />
My best guy friend died about a week ago.<br />
I have cut myself more than twice this week.<br />
I have been falling into depression,<br />
and you leading me on then dropping me was the icing on the cake!<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 2:41 PM<br />
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ok gurl u need to stop<br />
sayin shit like dat<br />
wat the hell wrong wit<br />
u just beacuse i got bak wit my gurl u all<br />
said u act like i did it on purpose<br />
y do u not want nuthin to do <br />
wit me <br />
i kno u dnt<br />
tell me the story!<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: *:. Baby Bear.:*(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 02:35 PM<br />
<br />
<br />
Whatever.<br />
You dont know anything on how to fix your relationships with people do you?<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 2:32 PM<br />
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i dnt kno wat to say den<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: *:. Baby Bear.:*(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 02:23 PM<br />
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No.<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: JO$H <br />
Date: Jul 8, 2008 2:21 PM<br />
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u ok<br />
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----------------- Original Message -----------------<br />
From: *:. Baby Bear.:*(I &hearts; ?)<br />
Date: 08 Jul 2008, 02:20 PM<br />
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yeah, whatever, anyways. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .<br />
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[I miss you daddy...]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>117544</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-02 12:23:13</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/angel_devil/blog/I-miss-you-daddy...-117544/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[Daddy it hurts that your not here!
--why do you have to be  ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ Daddy it hurts that your not here!<br />
--why do you have to be so far away?<br />
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Daddy it hurts that you missed my birthday!<br />
--why do you have to be so far away?<br />
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Dady it hurts that your fading out of my life!<br />
--why do you have to be so far away?<br />
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Daddy it hurts that you took my brother!<br />
--why do you have to be so far away?<br />
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Daddy it hurts that you took my step mother!<br />
--why do you have to be so far away?<br />
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Daddy it hurts that you dont call!<br />
--why do you have to be so far away?<br />
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Daddy it hurts that you cant dry my tears!<br />
--why do you have to be so far away?<br />
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Daddy it hurts that you became a fear!<br />
--why do you have to be so far away?<br />
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Daddy I love you!<br />
--Come back!<br />
Daddy I miss you!<br />
--Come back!<br />
Daddy I need you!<br />
--Come back!<br />
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Daddy, Im your only daughter! <br />
I'm still growing!<br />
I am not an adult yet!<br />
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I need a father figure!<br />
--NOT THAT FAKE ASS STEP DAD!<br />
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I need a shoulder to cry on!<br />
--a family one not a friends!<br />
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I need my best friend back!<br />
--you were my one and only!<br /> ]]>
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