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My brother got married last Saturday. I'm so glad that its finally over!! I had to wear a silly foo-foo dress and get my hair, nails and makeup done. The things I do for my family!
The reception was nice, but everyone got wasted. I drank a little when we first got there ... did all the toasts and the wedding party dances and junk. Then I cut down to a drink an hour. The best man hosted an after reception party for us and thats where I screwed up.
The really didnt like most of the people that went to the party, the only reason I went is cuz my friend from outta town and her hubby wanted to go. They were only there for about a half hour before their babysitter called and said that their son had a fever and they needed to leave. After they left I pretty much sat in a corner and drank alone.
There were these stupid ass guys there that my hubby went to school with who still considered him to be "THE MAN" (thats what they called him all night!!)
They kept calling me his 'girlfriend' and telling me how lucky I was to have him. Everytime I tried to talk to my husband they jumped in and yelled "hey you need to back off THE MAN .... or... You need to leave THE MAN alone woman!"
I was so sweet about it for the first few hours .... which really isn't my style, but I figured it was an ego boost for my hubby so I just let it go. Towards the end tho they kept telling me that I wasn't good enough for THE MAN and that THE MAN could take home any woman he wanted anytime he wanted to!!
That's when I freaked!!
It wasn't pretty let me just tell ya that!
I honestly didn't drink all that much. I drink more sitting at my computer on a Thursday night than I did at the reception and the after party. I wasn't even hung over the next day!!
I haven't drank since.
Today makes 4 days if I make it through.
Last night was really hard for me tho.
My hubby came home with a 40 and a six pack .... which really bothered me cuz we were sposta quit drinking together, but whatever.
I had a wicked evil headache all day yesterday and I knew it was from not drinking .... I was pretty tempted to have a beer just to get rid of it.
I didn't.
I feel like shit still.
My head is throbbing, my body aches .... if I didn't know better I would think I had the flu or something, but this happens every single time I quit drinking. It will go away eventually.
So here I go again .....
DAY 4 .... that's longer than I usually make it.
I'm going to a meeting this evening, alone if I have to.
Pray for me.....
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Posted by angehavok on 2007-09-05 07:18:12 | Rating: | Views: 107
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Oh girl, I'm sorry I've been absent for so long...that sucks about those idiots at the wedding, typical really though. You get a bunch of old friends together and it's never pretty. ;)
Congrats on the 4 days, that is so great!!! Sometimes doing it alone is for the best...except you aren't alone, I'm here if you need me. I know I don't seem to be, but I really am. *HUGS*
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Posted by DelusionalSoul
on 2007-09-12 22:15:29
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