Okay, here it goes. Yesterday was my birthday ... didn't do a damn thing. I'm 33 now, birthdays just aren't as fun as they used to be!! I sat home with my babies reading comic books, playing playstation and watching movies. It was nice. I didn't drink a single drop yesterday ... I even had a whole 12 pack in the fridge!

If that's not enough .... because it was my birthday I had tons of visitors. Many of my visitors brought dope. They wanted to get me high for my birthday. I declined. I was able to turn down both meth and booze .... both in the same day too!!!

I am so proud of myself!! I feel like ass tho. My head hurts so bad I can barely stand it. I've been a lil grumpy and lazy today. Made cereal for breakfast ... PB&J for lunch and I'm ordering pizza for dinner. Tried to play video games with the boys, but my head hurt so bad that I nearly puked.

I know that if I drink a beer I'll feel better. At the same time I know that if I don't drink a beer all this will pass in a few more days. If I just suffer through a little while longer things will be great in the long run. I wish it was bed time! The hard part is waiting out the day. It's only 3 p.m. here. I don't usually drink til after dinner. If I could just fast forward to bed time I'd have TWO friggin days under my belt!

Wish me luck!!