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I would write this all down in my diary, but i feel like i should just put it out so maybe someone else could read it and not just me.
I feel so alone. I feel so sad.
I feel like I'm the only one that could ever feel this way.
My Ex got his fling pregnant, and i'm here alone, and she's has him on a string.
What's the point in telling me you still love me & you will always with to be with me, if all it is, is lies?
Or if you're gonna do nothing but lie to her, and say you never said such a thing?
I mean really?
I feel like the only thing from keeping me from going over the edge is sad songs, and im so annoyed by any happy ones.
I feel like i have no reason to be so upset over a guy, who i've had may loves & heartbreaks with already.
Years and Years of this, she has just a few months, and you love her like you never loved me?
And call her all the names you call me...
Am i alone in this?
Am i the only girl behind the man of a love child?
I want soemone who nobody knows,
someone who will stick up for me, trust me,
and not make me look like a fool.
Because I know I deserve more that what i have.
I am an amazing person, and all these people I deal with are nothing but flesh and minds that are turned off to anything that is inspiring.
Drugs and alcohol are the only things worth doing in this own, and I feel like I'm more interesting, or more of a mind trip than any other drug could ever give a person.
I don't see the point in being homeless, jobless, moneyless, but acidfull? Or an alcoholic.
There are so many more precious feelings and sensaions that a person could have other than just those....
and those you have to feel without the influence of something else, but with a person. A person that's worth it.
Im worth it, and more.
I need someone else that is.
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Posted by andiwillrise on 2007-11-23 15:47:45 | Rating: | Views: 46
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forget him. it may be hard but he doesnt deserve you. you will find a guy that loves you and will be there for you. it just takes time.
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Posted by kammy
on 2007-11-23 16:05:50
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Be everything you want another to be. Be amazing...because you are! You are a child of the Universe, you have every right to be here. You are as perennial as the trees and the grass.
Be that...and you will find the other who completes you.
This from a woman who has been married 21 years...and happily!
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Posted by smilinirisheyes
on 2007-11-23 18:32:19
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