Hey,

Well Saturday wuz the worst day in my entire life.
The best grandma in the world died.
My sister found the woman that raised us motionless in her bed.
She shook her to get her up and there wuz no reaction.
I was going insane.
2 yrs ago my grandpa died.
he wuz my best friend and the only person i trusted besides grandma and dad.
wow.
idk wut im going to do without them.
when my grandpa died i went insane.
didn't eat or sleep forever.
at least 3 days in a row.
then dad made me eat and i finally fell asleep from staring at ceiling and crying.
they were my world.
i cnt belive there gone.
Even tho they aren't with us anymore.
I know they lovee me with all of their hearts.
Just like i lovee them and always will no matter wut.
Their lovee is like the wind.
I cnt see it but i feel it all around me.
When i look at the sky i know they are up there watching me and loving me.
I miss them so much and would give my place in this world just to have them back.
Today wuz the funeral and when they played i come to the garden.
I lost it.
went insane.
she used to sing that and the old rugged cross to us when she tucked us in and wehn she rocked us when we were babies.
I just want them to know that i lovee them and really wanted to thank them for raising me the way they did.
I LOVE THEM AND ALWAYS WILL!!!!