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A sick and worried teen

Hey,

Ok here is the thing. I am sick just becuz my friend was sick and was drinking after me and everything. I am worried cuz thursday is valentines day and our school is always like what is ur plans. Every year i am like oh idk yet. Well i always know and it is nothing I am friends with a lot of boyz but I dnt have a bf. My last bf got mad cuz i have so many friends that our guys. Guys are just easier to hang out with they dnt talk behind ur back and they tell it how it is. Girls wnt stand up for u or at least the girls at our school wnt and the guys will they are always there for me. They can call me a slut go ahead we HANG out we dnt do anything else. Most of them have gfs anyway. I dnt care what people think about me cuz i know what i think about myself. The only guy i like is Kody and that is it. He is the only one that i have a crush on. Danny is my bff that is a guy and that is it the others are just friends and i dnt see waht is so wrong with that. Anyway my youth group is working at a resteraunt and uh so if i get a date they have to come. Gosh that is all anyone cares about and i got my fone taken away i miss it. Omg my life is confuzing and i feel terrible we dnt have school friday or monday and we get out early wesnday i hope tommorow is a snow day. Every one that reads this thank u. I really just use this as a diary but knowing that people can read this idk just is better some how. The slut thing is ridculous. I don't see how that makes me a slut but whatever i am not even thinking about it since it hurts for me to blink let alone think about something the computer screen light is killing my head. SO i am going to get off here cuz i already have a migrane and my head is plugged up and i cnt breathe and i have bleeding fingers and thumbs from potery and guitars they drive me crazy. So good night. Ttyl