What it has become…


I’ve played too many games with too many people all this time. It’s funny how we become deceptive to those who continue to do wrong on those who wear their heart on their sleeve. We wear it for a reason beyond love. We wear it for LOVE and ever lasting CARE for the world and for those who we allow to step in. A continuation circle of lies and broken hearts is what these people do. I haven’t learned cause learning the hard way has become an easy ritual for me. Learning not to be so open hearted <3 but becoming closed is a lesson learned as well. What do we do to those but say “Good bye”. Some leave the best impressions not to let go, even though we know their bad for us to keep around. Around is where we want them but it’s the same loop we get stuck in and can’t get out of. Those are the worst for us to give up on, which end up being the most precious things in life. Love is the common thing we tend to say “ I don’t believe in love”, do to the PAST that we allow to bring into the PRESENT. Letting go, we base that all on a MIRACLE. We wish upon this miracle, not that we let go of the person, but the miracle we rely on for the person to change so that we don’t have to let go. Dreaming is where we have the best time in our lives. But waking up to reality, realizing it’s only a dream is a dread to us. We wish to lay and dream for the rest of our lives not having to wake up for that they won’t be there when we do. We make what we make in our dreams. Having them is the best dream we can dream with YOU. I’d rather be dreaming of you than living in reality WITHOUT you in it.