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i hate it when people think there's something really devestating bothering me. i was told that if i talked about "it" i would feel much better, so i told one person, then that one person and then after she said i had to talk about "it" with someone else and well they said the same thing, only the few people that knew told another few people and well you know how things can get. then everyone who knew about "it" was always trying to get me to talk about "it", but i did talk about "it" with two good friends and i know that "it's" not bothering me like people think. i was already depressed before this "thing" happened to me. fuck, i was on meds and everything when this "thing" happened. sometimes when i think of "it" i get a sick feeling but it's the feeling i'll always have when thinking of "it" because "it" can't be changed. the feeling i have now is just a lazy, good for nothing, stay home from school all day to eat chocolate feeling.i felt kind of way better last night and i even stayed up later to finish my door. well i got up for school, i just went back to bed because i didn't feel like going out in pubic today where people can see me. :(
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Posted by alternativechick on 2007-11-20 12:48:27 | Rating: | Views: 76
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