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happy!

i woke up reallly happy this morning. it's only 12:40pm , i've been up since like 6am. i just woke up and couldnt get back to sleep so i watched treehouse for a few hours. mom left pretty early, which was great because she just really pisses me off all the time because she always complains about everything, but when i complain about something she gets all "this is my house, blah blah blah." i can't wait to get out of there next summer.i'd be out of there now but i got nowhere else to stay and me and me sister(who i usxed to live with) don't really associate with each other. actually its just me .. i really dont like her because she chose her bf over me, Twice!! even tho both times she knew they were good for nothing. me and mom went there yesterday to give amanda her bday card and stuff and she said hi to me and i didnt even look at her. i dont think i'll ever feel the same way about her again because i kinda forgave her the first time and we got along pretty good, but then her new bf comes along and she just treats me differently and it's like they're the only two in the room, even tho she knows he's a lying scumbagg.! she's so pathetic, he is still there hangin around and now i'm kicked out for speaking up about something that happened. but whatever, i'm pretty happy where i am right now. and who knows, i may be out before next summer.!( and i mean that in two ways)