This place is new to me. But it's the only way I can write my thoughts without my mom reading it, it's a good thing mom has no idea how to use a computer. I can't really trust her because no... Read More
Posted by: alternativechick on 2007-11-17 08:03:00
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I found a new release (3 days ago), well sorta. Instead of cutting or burning I'm using an elastic band on my wrist, flicking myself when I feel the need. It's not as satisfying as the... Read More
Posted by: alternativechick on 2007-11-17 16:57:55
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I know, that's what everyone says moms are for and i really do understand it , but even my doctors say she over does it a bit too much. i would just like her to respect my personal space and give... Read More
Posted by: alternativechick on 2007-11-18 11:54:51
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i'm starting a scrapbook! i needed something to do with the time i have away from school and home life, so i thought scrapbooking would be a good idea. i used to draw but now lately i don't feel... Read More
Posted by: alternativechick on 2007-11-19 09:40:08
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i hate it when people think there's something really devestating bothering me. i was told that if i talked about "it" i would feel much better, so i told one person, then that one... Read More
Posted by: alternativechick on 2007-11-20 12:48:27
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it's a suckish pic but it's hard to take a pic of my own shoulder. :P Read More
Posted by: alternativechick on 2007-11-20 12:57:19
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i get confused, one minute i'm thinking suicide the next what i'm gonna do in the future, like it will be something great. not literally by the minute, just i'm either really down or... Read More
Posted by: alternativechick on 2007-11-22 14:34:49
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i woke up reallly happy this morning. it's only 12:40pm , i've been up since like 6am. i just woke up and couldnt get back to sleep so i watched treehouse for a few hours. mom left pretty early,... Read More
Posted by: alternativechick on 2007-11-24 09:48:22
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today was my first day back to school in a few days. it sucked so bad, i couldnt concentrate at all. i did nothing only sit around in class al day feeling like shit. me and heather went to her... Read More
Posted by: alternativechick on 2007-11-26 14:50:23
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i feel pretty tired ... *yawn(:O)* i wanna just lay down and not get back up.(:() mom wasnt home when i got home so i had some time to myself so i tried to sleep for a bit but couldnt.... Read More
Posted by: alternativechick on 2007-11-27 14:32:23
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i dont really know how to feel anymore ,  should i be happy or should i be sad. its like in every situation i judt dont know if i should laugh or cry because im just not sure if thats what i... Read More
Posted by: alternativechick on 2007-11-28 13:42:17
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Manda's stayin wit me and mom now. i dont know for how long tho. I dont mind it, i guess it's okay because me and manda gets along pretty well most of the time. she's not at her place anymore... Read More
Posted by: alternativechick on 2007-11-29 09:33:52
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there's this girl. She's always talking, she never shuts up. Why does she always insist on talking to me?! Especially today, when I'd rather just be invisable. I hate it when people talk to me... Read More
Posted by: alternativechick on 2007-11-30 09:22:43
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