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Canadian Bacon and Diet Pepsi

Random ramblings of a distraught teenager are the best things to read. and, for your enjoyment, i am providing them. well, its summer time which is pretty freaking awesome because it just is. i have a job, and it sucks. i have a pretty-much-boyfriend and he can be a controlling ass. he got jealous when i was hanging out with my gay guy bestie. and its annoying because he has no right to tell me who i can hang out with....we aren't even dating yet. so im unsure of how i feel about him.
what else.....well i love road tripping! even if it is just to the town of about 50 (actually 700) people thats 20 minutes away. thats where we went to day.the best fun to do is go to the lake...its magnificent.
sometimes i can be the most clueless person in the entire world.
i hate my job. my supervisor, dustin, hates me. he gave me a bad rating 3 times yesterday. bitch. and said i was falsifying...psh! the lady said no, my daughter handles that. i typed "no". how was i suppose to know she meant she didn't know. pshh.? but he let it slide because the pr (production rate) was low. i hate him....
but im over that, he can go fuck a wall for all i care.
wow, im just ms. cussy today....
pshh.
we do it in the dark...with smiles on our faces.
fall out boy ^^
i am a very music oriented person. the focus of my life is music. it is so meaningful and beautiful...
i have a van...we wrote "free hugs" all over it.
pretty awesome, i know. ^^
pshhh is my favorite word.
its magnificent.
i also use really fun words to describe things....these are my fave: magnificent, fantabulous, macromagnificent, bobatrocious, nifty, spiffy, and fantastic.
my favorite song lately is Shake it by Metro Station. lately im going for hits music, just because i can.
i also love "i kissed a girl" by katy perry. its fun to sing.
yupp...but my favorite band of ALL time is Green Day. they will always hold a place in my heart. =] hehe.
my cell phone is freaking awesome. it connects me to the rest of the world. sigh. lovely, i know.
what else...
i love bath and body works. its the best store in existance!!
my favorite quote at the moment is: exist as if time doesnt.
and my other one i like is: natural talent is not the picture of a beat face, its an epic poem.
does that last one make sense?
when people say "mmm" it makes me laugh.
and my almost-boyfriend says it a freaking lot. so i told him it makes me laugh. and i think he's sad now...uh oh!but all he said was "kk" boys tsk tsk. they don't talk much. its actually really annoying. because i want someone who is an intellectual. i like having deep conversations about life, and whats beyond our universe. i was looking at the stars last night and he said i was weird. looking at the stars gives me an unbelievable peace. i can clear my head and think about whats beyond our solar system, our planet, our universe.
life is so complex...its hard to know whats real and whats imagination.