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Working on some writing this morning and trying to have a calm day with all three children home. It hasn't been too crazy yet (knock on wood). I am also waiting on someone from the cable company to come out and update our moden so that we can FULLY enjoy our high speed internet again. Things have been, well, at a low quality for several days. I have not been able to watch my Netflix films for nearly a week and my lonely brain is in dire need of a movie fix.

Today, I am also quite excited about the whole ELECTION '08 deal tomorrow. Two years in the making and we are finally on the doorstep of something historical. I never cared about politics until this year, and I hope that everything falls into place so that we can start putting things right in this country. It's sad to think of the U.S. as the laughing stock of other nations, but it happens increasingly.

Well, enough of that. I am still getting over my little "lonely patch" from Saturday night. Last night I had a VERY long dream about that long lost childhood friend whom I was so happy to have back. It seems like ages since I have heard from her. I don't want to pretend as though I have lost her again just to stop being hopeful, but it kind of hurts too much to think about only having the possibility of her back in my life dangled in front of me, never to come to fruition. You know what I m
ean? I am just whining now, but this has really pulled the only child, lonely six-year-old girl out of me and put her on display. How pitiful.

Best wishes to all on this autumn day!

    Posted by aliceclaudel on 2008-11-03 10:50:51 | Rating: | Views: 52
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Love that young girl. Treat her special. Give her things that she wants. And hold her when she hurts.

When I was taken off of my insulin pump five years ago (because I lost my insurance), I had to return to a life of 12 - 15 shots a day. I felt like the man in the iron mask - freed from the mask (shots), only to be re-imprisoned by it later. I do know how painful it can be to see something you desire, dangled in front of you, but held just out of reach.

We're not gonna let up on you, Barbara! We're gonna keep at it 'til ya feel loved again. OK; maybe we won't stop then, either! ;>)

John

PS - sorry for th' short posts; I just had very painful eye surgery t'day, but still have t' keep up with m' peeps.
Posted by  nsemn8r  on 2008-11-03 23:53:41 
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