Im going to have to do something I really dont want to do. Im ashamed. I dont want to say much else about it…but my regret must be known. I can only say that Im going in circles. I naively believe that I am in control but then i come back to this SAME point over and over…..only to realize….I am NOT in control in the least bit. It is ironic that I went to a church yesterday. Just out of the blue. I saw it and just decided. So unlike me. But now that I know what I know, its just ironic….and sad. I should of prayed. But I didnt. Because I believe God is in me…not in a building. I like to sing no regrets…but I have them…
Ah, regrets, I've had a few, but, what are you regretting? Being you? Someone els would've bored me so much more. And sweet, your words are velvet to my soul, the softest whisper of elegance. Exquisite, you are. Lovely to read, you make me smile, what more should you wish?