Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!
At of this morning it is snowing here in PA, on March 2, 2009! Some knocks on my door. I answer the door and is my son's girlfriend. She is cover in white big flakes of snow and shivering. I warmy great her. Off she goes to wake up my son who slept home last night. Oh, my son! There is a verse in the Bible about a "A thorn in my side". I have many thorns in my side. I think I ran my hands against my very tall casctus plant and I have all this little almost invincible but very painful thorns that are extremely hard to pull out of my skin.
I keep praying for my son. He needs to emotionally grow up, not be afraid of life, stop been a dormat to his girl. I want him to get brave and risk going into the world with a positive attitude about himself, physical looks, intelligence and ability to be loved and be loved by the right person. He needs a loving, caring godly woman who would understand him and help him. His relationship with his girlfriend is toxic and very painful. Hurting, physcally and emotionally wrong. Is a sick love feeding on each others weak points. Both are at fault.
I keep praying for God to cast out that spirit of "Can't do, rebellion, discouragement, anxiety, self doubt, negativity". And place in him out of that cursed depression that makes him so miserable to live with and just is killing him slowly. Gosh, I wish he could gain some weight. He is 6'1 and weights about 132 to 145. He hates his body, his mind for having dyslexia and just about everything in his life. It breaks my heart that he seems to be stuck in the same situation year after year. Oh, God please, help him help himself.
What is a mother to do?
My daughter just came homea few minutes ago! She got a little kitten from the pound. It is a Himalayan kitty, with a very long tail, face elongated like an egyptian statue and white paws, diamond white shape cover his face and the rest of his body is dark gray. I have not seeing him yet, they are nuttering him, poor thing. But must be done. She will bring him to my house on Tuesday to recoup because nobody will be home at her place and he needs some TLC.
My cat Kiki does not like other cats. She is very territorial, she was very negative and unfriendly to my daughter's new boyfriend cat, his name is, "Marley." He is a very sweet cat and took a lot of her so called"LIP", then one day started standing up to her and she got the message that he was fed up with her attitude. It was great to watch how he stood his ground when she came around bossing him and just plain nasty. Now, she has great respect for him. She still territorial and not friendly but she does not mess with him.
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