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well, what do u know...its another friday night by myself, at my flat. its just that tonight its ok, i havent got the energy to party or somthing like that and everyone's off at home, so its ok, some quite time alone. the only problem right now is that there's nothing good on teli, and that makes my brain work overtime...i was suppose to go out partying with dana, a friend i traveled with in thailand...sounds nice and all i know but she only calls me when she has no one else to go out with, and i hate that....i'm like always the other choice....the lesser choice.
i have no idea why really....its true we are not that close but still....if she were to invite me once or twice when she goes out with her friends i wouldnt think she was using me...but she dosent , and so i really dont like going out with her alone to a party and she's more than capable to talk to some guy leave me alone to go get laid in the bathroom...so no thanks, this way i have a quite night to myself. i have come to the conclusion that i am tierd of being alone- i mean boyfriend wise, i am alone for the last 4 years ! everyone says i'm so nice and my male friends say i'm beautiful...and that's all good and stuff but i want to feel somthing....i want to get excited about somthing...and i have lost hope for that to happen.
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Posted by adike on 2008-06-06 16:27:58 | Rating: | Views: 51
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Sad story again. And, what a...I want to say crappy or something:P...loose friend you have:P Nothing wrong with a QUIET night alone once in a while. But, I know in the US, a Friday night alone is like a sin...even though I never have anything to do or anyone to do it with. Gosh, you had to mention travelling through Thailand?...sigh:(
I think maybe she makes you the lesser choice because--no offense--you seem to be moping and waiting for someone to call you. Are you just tired of calling people and being the initiator? Maybe you got tired of calling and want to be the one others call?
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Posted by brainstormer
on 2008-07-28 00:26:19
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