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| troubles of a teenage academic! |
What do i want to be in life? I have no idea! I know i want to go to college thats a givin. i just dont have a clue for what? i love history it fasinates me, and reading is my life. i dont have any firm ideas or goals. i write short stories and love poetry i like shakesphere and his greatest works(i cant tell you the names though, the ideas and subjects on which he wrote about intrests me) i want to be more outgoing but i tend to live in myself i dont think people understand me(but i am not a self pitying person) in fact i know im lucky.. im happy but yet im not complete..i tried before to dwell in my education, and it became an obsession. i then tried to be sporty by trying to make it in r.o.t.c. and that back fired i cant seem to find my self! it gets to the point where i read so much it becomes my escape from reality. i know from a standpoint im just confused but i dont think thats it not all of it anyway. my best friend (name) is not helping me because she acts like a 13 year old me. when i was not mature but impressionable not to mention impulsive! i dont think its healthy for me to hang around such behavior but i love her! shes my best friend! so am i ultimatly harming my self? i dont know..
posted 1:32 pm on august 01 2008 by
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