i am so sad. I just found out that snowboarder is going to Zambia, Africa to help orphans and starving people for 3 months over christmas. thats usually when our families get together like at least once a week instead of just once a month because everyone would be off school. Hes probably gonna come back all changed, while i sit here on my butt reading all day. it has been in my prayers for years now to go to africa to help the orphans, and now he gets to go and i am so gonna hate him for it. i have always wanted to make a difference in the world somehow, and leave my footprints on the earth. not much to do that will change the world in the middle of the united states. I AM SO FUCKIN DISSAPOINTED!!!!!!!!!!!! (sorry about the language) I am just so sad. Im gonna miss that guy.