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Ok...so as if all the crazy holiday shopping wasn't insane enough now I find myself smack in the middle of the pshyco return season!!! People need to learn to be happy with what they get for Christmas...or it their not happy with their gifts...don't come and yell at me about it. It's not my fault your grandma is cheap and your aunt doesn't have a frickin clue what to get you! I actually do love these crazy days...but for crying out loud they are insane!
I got a promotion at work...and while I still won't be raking in the big bucks it's still exciting because it gives me a little more and guess what guaruntees that even after the crazy season is over I'll still be at the store like all the time...but when you don't have much of a life outside of work you might as well be there.
Speaking of work Zach and I have actually become quite good friends, even texting each other on the holiday. It's funny how much we have in common. I just can't get myself to tell him that I'm attracted to him though. Am I crazy for not telling him? It's just I've done that before and it can totally mess with the friendship...and then I'd still have to work with him. So, it's best just to let it fall where it may. And actually the more I get to know him the less crushy my feelings towards him...and more friends.
Which then leads me to my ultimate question....who is out there for me. I haven't dated forever....and I'm going crazy...I mean seriously is there any guy out there who would even be interested in dating me? Sometimes I wonder. But, I know I'm an amazing cool crazy loopy single 20 something I'm not missing out on a guy they are all missing out on my. Someday I swear their going to all be like DUH! I should have dated her while she was single. And my ex Chad, would have held onto me. He's really going to be hurting when he realizes what he had and he threw it away for someone younger and skinner then me...not that she's a bad person just in my life right now she's kind of in the axis of evil. And if I see her sometimes I just want to rip her hair out. Can't blame her though he's the idiot...at least I realized that.
L8TER!