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Living in the past..or not

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hey it's me abby normal again!! did ya miss me? oh thanks ,i missed you too!!

it seems abby has been spending ALOT of time, maybe too MUCH time, on Facebook. an old friend sent abby over to FB to check out alll of our classmates from high school.then it took on a life of its own-next thing abby knew people from her high school were coming out of the wood work-not to mention friends of family members,and family members alike, were posting remarks and adding abby as a friend left and right. it's nice to be noticed and remembered. but a strange thing happened to abby..she started living in the past a little too much. it's cool to think about and discuss old times. the good ol' times are like exes-they're over for a reason. abby doesn't mean to sound depressing. abby just gets allll caught up in other peoples lives and struggles because that's abby's nature. but then feelings get hurt,mostly abby's,cause other people don't respond in like fashion to abby's life and struggles.
but the biggest trouble is when abby found that "GUY" from school that she was absolutely mad about--abby wanted to throw him down,rip his clothes off and claim her prize!!YIKES,did abby say that outloud???

ah,no worries, he had no idea then or now!! so, you see where this is going don't you? one thought leads to another and pretty soon abby is reliving her past in technicolor-the good ,the bad,the ugly,alllll of it!!
soooo,abby must wonder..is catching up and reconnecting a bad thing? is it a catch 22--abby can't have the good without reliving some of the bad? and when that old friend doesn't respond to the friend request,as abby feels they should do, is it ok for abby to feel the need to run them down with her car??? or when abby hears that the pretty princess in school is now a drunk in rehab,married 6 times and looks like medusa on acid-is it ok to just take a moment to think ahh, life is fair!???

ok, well, abby is just gonna have to ponder this for awhile. in the mean time,abby is going to slowly wean herself from her Facebook addiction. however, if you hear on the 11 o'clock news that some crazy bitch grabbed a guy at a bar,threw him down,ripped his clothes off all the while screaming "the prize is MINE!!"--well, it was probably abby!!!