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the GIFT

more of the same things happen & somehow life gos on. The day has come its the end but what is the end? daddy hit mom again she whent 2 school came home and every thing was pact to go, her mother drunk as the nite B4 that added 2 the fighting. she sites outsiden waiting 4 it 2 end and it dos foe a month. they tried 2 make it work but the fact that the kid need so much care was dumb as who %^&^% knowa did not help. her mother as alway taking out on the kid knife, forks, glases she realy luved throwing things @ people including the child. then 1 nite again draged out of bed a car waiting out side they left. not a word to the child only a f... shut up along with a warming slap to her face dam thing always crys'!! long story shot she told dad is not dad & with a short trip finds a stranger called farther it only lasted 5 days, when he kiked thim out on the street as if there was no relation between thim. as always the 1 had 2 fight have 2 have her own way.

returning from the trip the kids gets dumped with a family who she always belived liked her did not matter much about luv like would just do. no less then 5 min the mother left never come C the kid for as long as 4 years. she setteld in as fast as she came, when the head of the home call 2 the child and told her to go 2 the room & under his cupbord was a gift!!!

so happy to recive a gift the kid runs to find the suprice, what a strange surprise she thinks, her stomic sinks & her littel legs go weak no no it cant B there is a gife I just got the wrong 1 I must B respect full unkel said under the cupbord, take it 2 him & he wil tell me where to find my suprice! she walks back to where the TV room is. her unkel. and hands it over to him

DO YOU KNOW what this is? yes unkel she replys. this is your gift this is what U will get. mommy daddy come back get me please and she starts to choke and her heart starts to race with a fearfull pain so painfull she wished it would stop.

I must B good I must B gud if im gud i wont get hurt!
she wakes up the next morning not forgetting about the day B 4 every one of the kids are all gone 2 school the unkel has left 4 work. she gos to thebarthroom to wached when the wife comes in, I dont want you here I did not want you here but at least we get paid 2 look after yur dirty ass!!, in this house U will work you Pig, the gurl things PiG is better then moms fav bitch, she could get used 2 it I wont B sad just B GUD!! she hands the child a toothbruch and the child things she must use this 1 not the 1 she brought with her ! when out of no where she feels this stining pain on her legs 1 after the other , with yealling what did I do sorry sorry, Pig do not think I would give u anything U are going 2 clean with that toothbruch! no the kid is so scared she got smacked with a bread knife. she is told what 2 do but fails in her atempte 2 do it well. the she sees the bread knife come toward her and the more she cryes the more she get hit. all the time she has been there only for 12 hours is only just turned 8 and never had to clean the house. a sond of the unkels truck pooling in he was deliverring some stuff as he did every morning to the house freeB's from work. what is she doing here he asked, she dos not want 2 go to school she is playing around taking her time she says to him. she made him a cup of tea and he sat in the tv room called to the littel gurl. yes unkel no soone as she steped her linto the room a slaching pain that burns and a sound that will haunt her 4 the rest of her life. it must have been more then 10 sonds of lashes. that she heared from the whipe, but it felt like more, he hit so hard & with so much anger why what did she do??mommy mommy she calls in her mind not alowed 2 cry or ells. calmly he puts down the whipe and the wife standing there untile had don what he did passes the cup of tea to him and they go on talking about the nexdoor house people as if nothing had happend, he told her to get her shit and to get dressed and leave 4 school, they told her the name but did not take her there she had 2 find it herself. of course there was trouble there to for beeing late.

the whipping when on everyday so did the bread knife, along with no supper tealling the boild dog bones to ease the hunger, sleeping on the floor with nothing other then her rolling under the bed where the gurl was sleeping just 2 keep warm though the nite. cold baths never alowed hot warter. and been traded around 2 do hose work. her gift whipping 4, 3 years.
they would hide a school shoe, a belt or make her do cleanning and as always he would come she would fetch it and he wold whip her, somtimes so bad the cuts bleading though her clouths, flesh so open shecould not sit or sleep not stand but standing was better then sitting.
Pig because a parent was white. she was told she was going to hell nowhere ells then hell.

there is no kindniss in this wold, there is no care nor luv, no miricals she suffercated as all she wants to do is say fuck you fuck every 1, but she cant she cant heart any1.
why has she gon though this why dos she still live, will she ever find comfort pease may she ever b alowed 2 4 get this all. & is there a god she still gets hurt by people. dos she deserve LIFE. ????? she thinks to her self

AS always the F^&%&^% spelling is shit! the resones are on the B 4 1's sorry for the french every 1 has a bad day not meant @ any1