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am i doing this right I dont know im sorry if not
spelling spelling oh NO
the littel girl is 6 years old she excape her life with imaginary friends and pepple who love her care for her and want 2 B her friends and everything feels better at that moument she's kk. but that can only B 4 a littel while. she walks home from school so happy the day is over she will C her mom her best friend her dog she will play and 4 littile while not think about school work home work, she loves flowers butterflys and smell of the wild bush plants on the way down 2 home. she walks 2 wards her house just being happy like every littel child comming home, but she is not met with a hug or a kiss, orded 2 find a carpet brush she is shaking all confussed but trying 2 think and trying to take care make shore she finds the brush. but as hard as she trys 2 find it she cant. it feels like some1 at school has shuved a marmel in her thought he heart is beating so hard her littel chest feels its about 2 explode. mommy i cant find it tears roll down her face as if 2 say pls dont hit me im sorry i cant find it please please dont hit me! U littel bitch when i find that &^*&^&^ brush then i'll &^*&^*^ up. NO NO where can she hide, she wants to run but she knows she cant it will be worse if she runs or hides no no just stay she said u must stay, mayB she wont hit me so hard she thinks. the hug she waited 4 becomes the kracking sound of the metail end of the brush against her head she told 2 fuck of, yes not only the littel girls so called farher is dangerouse her mother 2. screems, crys blood and glass is a memory of mommy her mothers doing.laying down on her bed her kiss is the sticky sweet salty tast of blood is so much she cant even open her littel eys its all over oh no she will B in troubel again anoughther smake. hate can B turned on of like a tape she asked 4 givniss and all cleaned up & why wont the littel girl 4 give her so yes we have forgivniss. & no home work 4 the day. day follow and well as thigs stay the same. she has to face the home work school is harch but nothing has furry as home work , 1 hour passes 2 3 4 hours pass her face feels like some 1 has put the heater to closs it burns so hot, her head hurts so hard it feels like she has fallen of the swing, all the smaking all the schoting why cant she just get it right! she trys 2 remember the word CAT PAT SAT but no its no where 2 B found as if she has never seen it in her life 1x1= 11 why is it 1x1=1 teachers say she's lazy children say she's silly every1 laufs at her every1 hates her only her dog seems 2 want her. the 20 min drive 2 school each day is meet with how stupid she is what a fuck up she and will always B smakes come every 2 min after calling out those silly X tabels now she hates thim , she hates thim because they dont like her why els wont she rember thim when she is asked 2 remember she has done thin 20 times already may she dos not have a brain mayB she is lazy! but all her resoning wont stop the smakes or make her remember. she trys 2 B so good at school so some1 any1 would like her its safer to B good then not be good what is good and what is not. nothing she dos makes any1 like any way. lunch breaks a spent in the school church there, no1 harms her and she speeks to all the saints and is only replyied with words of her own mind. and so her littel life moves on with out so much change.
She is a fuck up she is stupid what els could there B.
well the x tabel she never found the awnsear to why she could not and yet when she counts on her fingures of uses the coculator on her cell the voises ecco yur a fuck up. and when she logs onto a chat room who would want 2 talk 2 u , u nothing then a fuck up no 1 whats to know some1 whos stupid, every once in a while she feels prode just alittel words that she could not speel a few mounths ago she has figured out but still shes the dumb (*)*)*^&*&^&% not quite worth it. may B she schould have tryed more instead of just remembering the painfull smakes and confussing fear she was only 6 and then 7.
and 4 now thats all there is bad spelling from beginning 2 end shoo pls dont tell as i said only a s tory 4 this page she is still not safe
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Posted by Zahir on 2008-05-23 09:53:37 | Rating: | Views: 54
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