Everytime i am not in arm or calling distance from the lovely lady of mine.  It drives because i know what she likes how she is what she does i think of the best stuff for us to do that would just make her the happiest person in the world.  I think of all the little things i can or could do that just make her fall in love with me all over but when i am with her i freeze still i have been with her for almost 3 years and i still freeze i love everything the way she says my name the way she looks when she wakes up when she gets off work everything and when i am not with her she is all i think of.  It is not just recent things it has been like this ever since we met in somphmore year of high school even when we hit rough spots and we were both thinking about the whole relationship thing i was still thinking of ways just to make her smile.  She reads my blogs and i hope i am not around for her to read this because i know this will make her smile and that is the best thing is making her smile when i am not around.