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Ok I already posted today. But I guess there are no rules when to post or what about. Right now I want to hate on myself. My sister gets married in less than 3 months, I am the maid of honor. The fat maid of honor. She is skinny and worse she my twin.

I hate my wobbly legs and matching gut. I feel old and gross. I am pissed that I have let myself go and now have become one of those fat slobs I saw on tv. Now I watch Biggest Loser and hopes it will be my motivation. Today is day two of my new eating and work out plan. I have tried just about every weight loss plan, purging after every meal thanks to my freshman roomie. Weight Watchers, diet pills, starvation. Im tired of trying and then giving up a few days later.

I just hope it sticks this time. I dont even have faith in my self to lose weight. I want to lose a total of 70 pounds to be where I used to be. Just saying that makes me disgusted!

I just need to take it one day at a time and realize that I wont be where I want to be by the time my sister gets married. But I just hope that I can lose the gobbler under my chin, the gut, and the baggy arms. Cross your fingers!

I have a very healthy diet, work out plan, oh and one expensive personal trainer. Day two and praying that I make it to my sisters wedding.

Promise I am not a sad depressed fat girl with no friends. But there is nothing wrong with that anyway. Peace out loves. Have a fantastic night!

Posted by YoursTruly on 2008-01-08 23:43:25 | Rating:

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		Some people like moderately over-weight people. Me? I don't mind either way, I don't make a real big deal over peoples appearances. I hope your diet works out, though! If you can keep up that positive attitude it should be easy! Good luck! :)
Posted by Chance777 on 2008-01-08 23:52:42


		ha...your post reminds me of what i was going through last year when my brother was getting married. (unfortunately i didn't lose the weight that i wanted in time for his wedding, hence my new years resolution this year). I was his best man and i didn't enjoy having that honor as much as I should have because i was thinking about myself and how i should have been thinner and better looking in the tux....looking back, even if i was right in being disappointed in myself for not having done what i wanted to do, i still feel as though i didn't get as much out of the experience (and didn't give as much as i should have as the best man) because i was so concerned with myself. I know its hard to get out of your mind, and i don't blame you for the stress you feel about it, cause i know exactly what its like... But hang in there....do what you can (realistically) before the wedding, and go in there with the confidence you would have if you were your ideal weight and know that you'll continue where you left off after the wedding, but keep in mind the wedding isn't about you. i think coming to that realization really does take a lot of the unneeded pressure we put on ourselves. I know this hasn't been the best advice, but your situation sounds so similar to mine that i had to tell you how i felt before and after the wedding. Goodluck. I'm rooting for you!
Posted by NewYearREZ on 2008-01-08 23:58:51


		I was where you are just a short time ago...what motivates each of us is different, and you just have to find what it is for you. I have lost 56 pounds to date, but have struggled the last month or so. That happens too, but you just have to forgive yourself and get back on track. You can do this! I still have about 35-40 more pounds and will keep working at it until it's gone... I'll check back in with you and see how you're doing... :)
Posted by 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-09 00:41:47