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Day 2: I made it again this morning. WhoooHooo and without throwing up. Even better! It was a good day. We had a timed mile, push ups, more push ups, squats, more squats. Great instructors. I am excited that I have gone this far. I know that sounds retarded, it only being day 2, but if you are fat than you will know.
It kind of sucks that I have to head to bed earlier. I usually have a recorded show to watch. Thank goodness One Tree Hill is off until the 14th. Now I am watching American Idol. Vote for Jason Castro! He goes to my university and is taking classes my grandfather teachers, holla! Ok done with my American Idol plug. Top Chef is next on the list to watch. My favorite!
If I didn't go to my school I would have gone to culinary school. Wish I did. But it seemed out of the question at the time. Too late to change now. I am 2 semesters from graduating with a degree in Journalism.
I got into a fight with boyfriend today. He is in grad school and his final paper is due soon. Hence anything I say can be taken as an insult. It was very stupid. Lots of yelling. It felt good to yell. I think it helped him too haha. We took an hour apart and left on bad terms. But the good news about being with someone so long and know that you will be with them forever, you know that you will get through fights like that. Now we can laugh at it, which we did.
So I have an issue with a friend. Not really an issue. I am just afraid I am being talked about. And I hate drama and really don't want to deal with the drama that she might be. She has been my best friend for 6 years. Back in my head I feel like I can't trust her. She has only broken my trust once and that was two weeks ago. I think I am freaking out. I hate knowing that I might be talked about. We talked about the issue and cleared things up and she said she didn't mean the things she did. But it makes me wonder. I am VERY bad about trusting people and giving second chance. Horrible at it, I need to work on it. But what if she is someone I can't trust. I guess I should just talk to her and see whats up.
But then again there is that fear.
I am very good at writing people off. It's good sometimes but other times I think I need to give second chances. It's a defense mechanizm I have.
I am 24 and at a point in my life where I want little drama as possible. I just want to live for me and my loved ones. Life is too short and complicated already, I don't need people to mess that up.
I am going to take a deep breath and eat a piece of chocolate. Lay off Im menstrating and stressing. And yes I am an emotional eater and Im working on that. Just not today haha.
Goodnight all. 
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Posted by YoursTruly on 2008-03-26 22:04:35 | Rating: | Views: 82
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My whole family thinks my BF looks like Jason Castro, lol... when he (my BF) used to have long hair.
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Posted by TheAlreadyJaded
on 2008-09-25 12:59:39
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