This is my first time to blog, post, vent in public. I have a facebook and myspace account and used to post ideas and thoughts but realized I had to be careful with what I said or thought. Any 23 (24 in a week or so) year old girl knows that you must be careful with what you say and do if you have friends. Heaven forbid, I might be annoyed by you!

This brings me to my first vent and rant: Friends.

Im not your typical girl that has like omg 100 best friends. I did starting out in college. I have 400 friends on facebook ( i really do) and I can call maybe 3 my best friends. Excluding the boyfriend and twin sister.

Im passed the stage of making sure all my "Best friends" are BFF 4 EVA. I have a part time job, take 18 hours at a large university, have a boyfriend of almost 4 years, and I get in trouble because I don't call you every day.

Don't get me wrong, I love to drink and go out, but not every night like I used too. I don't go out to meet guys anymore and I don't go out to find new friends.

I have two friends that I called best friends since college. They have never really done anything wrong for me to fuss over but I am tired of being the BFF #27. Jokes up ladies, they really arn't your best friend if you have more than you can count. Such a stupid term to throw around so much. 

BF1: Get over yourself and start being a friend. It has been officially 4 months since you last asked me how I was doing. WTF
BF2: SHUT UP! No one cares that you are just miserable. Stop talking shiat and do something about it...

I am really not a bitter person just tired of dealing with all this crap. I have some great friends that I really appreiciate and that understand what it is to grow up. To those friends you are a blessing in my life and I love you

So you may be wondering why I don't I just confront them and get it over with already. Well we are in a wedding together and would hate to take away from the bride.

PHEW! I feel much better.