So I pray to God like He's my best friend. I'm not a big fan of when people think you have to be in a special place on your knees begging for forgiveness just to pray to God. God is perfectly accessible and whenever I need to talk to Him, let things out, pray for help and guidance, I do, wherever I am (usually on the soccer field...I find myself very frustrated a lot.) But the other night, after writing some more, I thought about it, and I just prayed that if God could possibly show me a small sign as to whether it was in His plan to see Kelly and I together, in any way, for me to be able to see it. I don't often pray for things like that, because they're very small and material; merely based on my own desires (it'd be like sincerely begging for a new car from God), so I tend to avoid them. But I thought I'd let this one slide for now.
    So Kelly jumps online, I say hey, she says (and I quote): "Hello. You were in my dream last night." I thought that to be kind of funny, so I laughed and asked her to explain. So in the last part of her dream, we were laying on a steep beach next to each other just talking (and my hair was really blonde, whatever that has to do with anything.)

   Now I'm not one to hear of dreams and interpret them to be real-life signs, so maybe it's my biased point of view to see this as a sign? I don't know, but it's nice to know that Kelly's thinking of us together, even at a subconscious level. I have the feeling that under it all, she's still interested and wishes we would've ended up together, but like me, can't show these feelings without unrelenting criticism from everyone. Maybe something'll happen in the next few weeks that'll show me some more, and maybe God will show me a miracle and Hannah will let up. If that happens, you guys will be sure to know