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I've never been a blog person. Even if i started one I'd usually forget about it but I decided to create one anyway. just to vent and talk. some where I can relate what I'm feeling and thinking.
my names Yippii by the way (not really but for the time being thats what I'm going to go by) and I live in Tasmania, Australia. I suffer from depression (but no one knows. I prefer that they dont know) and have for the past year. I'm still in high school and go to brooks high school. Mum doesnt like me going there but I made her let me. I love it there. Most of my really good friends go there and everyones really nice (well almost everyone).
I have a boyfriend there. He's pretty cool but I'm not sure why I'm dating him. I'm not even sure I like him that way. I mean I like him as a friend....but anything more? At the moment I'm going to call my boyfriend neville (for no particular reason other then I read about a boy named Neville who was really shy and my bf is really shy) on here because I dont want to mention anyones real name in my blog (including my own).
Acctually, I think I like this other boy. But he'd never go out with me. I'm not his type. He's really flirty but nice as well (when he wants to be). and he's always teasing the girls. His name (on my blog) is Ric (cause I watch this show with a guy called ric in it and he's really flirty and everything but nice at the same time). Ric's cute, in his own way. and he's really really funny. and he can be smart (again when he wants to be) but as i said he'd never go out with me and anyway I'm with Neville (witch is a shame). Ric is single at the moment, witch is rare, cause he broke up with his girlfriend last week. my friend, Jessie (for absolutly no reason at all this time), likes him to and he likes her. he asked her out the other day (im not supposed to know this but she told me anyway) but she said no because she was scared. Being scared is rare for Jessie because she's a very strong person. She's very determined and very strong. If she's upset with something you'll never know because she hides it behind a smile. And even if you do notice she'll never tell you whats wrong.
I dont know what to do about Neville. Should I dump him because I dont like him like that? or should I just ruff it out and stay with him and forget about ric? Aw well I'll figure it out eventually but I have to go now so good bye. I'll write more soon.
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Posted by Yippii on 2007-07-16 02:24:29 | Rating: | Views: 102
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that was my first blog entry ever so i hope its not that bad! - Yippii
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Posted by Yippii
on 2007-07-16 02:25:55
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Your first blog entry was really good! I think the best way to have a good blog entry is to be completely honest and just write exactly what you're thinking, not matter how dumb it sounds at first once it comes out in a blog it always sounds better when it;s honest.
As for your deal with Neville - if you don't like him "taht way" then you're wasting your time. You're not gunna marry the kid so you're wasting VALUABLE time you could be spending out meeting other guys. I've learned that you should never stay with someone just because it's easier than breaking up with them and you should also never stay with someone unless you're absolutely in love with them. Stay friends with him though and let him know that he means a lot to you, just that you don't think you're 100% right for eachother. Good luck with your situation!
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Posted by TheMorningAfter
on 2007-07-16 07:16:25
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i agree with TheMorningAfter. if you don't really like him as you think you should then you need to break up in a nice way.
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Posted by jason
on 2007-07-16 13:05:05
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Thanks for the help guys. I think I am gonna brake up with neville, even though it will be hard. I hope he does want to stay friends 'cause he's a great guy (just not my guy). do you think he'll still want to be friends?
And thanks again.
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Posted by Yippii
on 2007-07-17 00:14:33
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