November 1st, 2009
Dear World,
So it's official, I am so sprung off this guy. He is amazing. He makes me smile without saying a single word. He makes me feel happy to be alive. Yet it's not so easy. Our age difference makes being together almost impossible. I want him to just give us a chance, but I feel as though he won't just let go. I can understand though, he wants my family to like him. And not to have people judge. I just guess I'm tired of waiting. I really wish that I could just find someone.
I know I know, it's not that simple. Don't we all just wish that life wasn't so damn complicated? I try my best to live with the facts, but I can't seem to get past them. No matter how I try to push that line a little further or try to step over it, I get hurt.
Lesson of the week: Don't let the small things keep you from missing out on things that are bigger than life.
I guess life is meant to be challenging and complicated. If everything was easy I don't think we'd be happy.
Well thanks for listening,
Kelsey