I suppose the worst part of wanting to be with someone else besides my husband is that I know it is wrong and  yet I fill my mind with the thoughts of doing so.

I can't bring myself to do it...
Yet, I cannot convience myself not to...

So there it will be. The days and nights I'll question is this really healthy for my spirit? Some would argue no, while others would say, "well obviously you're not happy"............

But I am happy.
Like whistling around the house happy.

I'm feeling quite youthful and spontanious these days.
Perhaps a little dangerous with a dash of wisdom.

Maybe I should just be a professional cheater?
Maybe I should just be a wife to whom I belong...?

Maybe I should just enjoy this feeling and not do anything but confess my deepest secrets to everyone here at thoughts who don't give a shit anyway ....and even if that were the truth...that wouldn't stop me either...I love sharing me secrets with you.