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Trying to understand

So what happens when everything around you is starting to come together and you dont like the outcome?

what do you do?

when you have been waiting for something to happen now for a really long time

and then it kinda dose

and instead of getting praise i get jealousy

I guess i get that to have something better then someone is just asking for trouble.

and look at me

i have better house

better parents

better phone

better computer

better dog

more money

WAY better job

and all i get are glares

I really didint ask for any of this

and i never see it for as good as it is

i think my house is ugly

my parents fight wayyyy to much

my phone is stolen

my computer is stolen

the only reason i got a new dog was because my old one got hit buy a car (RIP my molly wobbles)

my money? illegal and not worth it

my job illegal and not worth it.

i haven't even got into what i did for money this time last year.

everything i have i have to work for. and hard.

so why would someone act the way they do?

i dont understand. i dont get jealous

i once heard it described as human nature.