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I lost my boyfriend and my bestfriend all in the same day. I feel like im going to throw up or just roll over and die. It all started when my bestfriend(girl) invited me out for a girls night sort of thing. We went to a dinner and then to a movie. Afterwards we went back to her house and started to drink. We drank a lot and I passed out. The next thing I know i was having sex with her. When it was all over i was so shocked by what had happened i ran outside. It was a thunderstorm and raining pretty hard but i didnt care i just sat there and cried in the middle of the rain. I knew that i couldnt even look at my friend so i called my boyfriend to come get me. When he picked me up i knew that i had to tell him and get it off my chest. he wasnt mad at me but i was mad at myseld and i broke up with him. Now i have nothing i lost the two people i care the most about. my stomach is in knots i dont know what to do. |
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Posted by WimberlyHawthorne on 2008-07-27 01:54:25 | Rating: | Views: 85
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i think the only problem is you were drunk.and i think you r brave enough to tell the truth to your boyfriend,no matter what happened,it already happened,what you should do is not hiding in the pain,but to think out a way to solve it,and to face it bravely,as you said you love them,that's enough,begin your new love,give yourself another chance,hope everything goes well to you
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Posted by nina880224
on 2008-07-27 02:01:52
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SOmetime someone just have to learn from mistake. just face the fact and be strong to face to world and left the unhappiness behind. the most important is you have to forgive yourself. god bless you
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Posted by GnR
on 2008-07-27 04:43:22
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I think it was really brave of you to tell your boyfriend... but also he did say it was ok with him, maybe you should have given him a chance, maybe ask for space to think and get yourself together, then resume where you left off with him... also try talking with your best friend can't let one night ruin your friendship!..good luck :)
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Posted by tabbycat911
on 2008-07-27 17:58:22
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i slept with one of my friends once. it was weird, boundaries that shouldnt have been crossed didnt even exist anymore, they'd been smashed by what we did.
yeh you cheated, but more importantly you cheated with a woman. This is your sub conscious telling you something, but what?
maybe you can forget about it, but i couldnt, and im officially bisexual now,
well.. think about it.
p.s your friend will always be there for you it just takes awhile
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Posted by xxxx
on 2008-08-06 11:20:13
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