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| weak, but results! |
Woke up with a migraine. Ouch! Had one last night, but it wasnt as bad as this morning. I'm also feeling pretty weak.
So I grabbed the quickest already made meal from my fridge. One of those yummy snack packs with the ham cheese and crackers. 420 cals!! For this small thing? bummer. I figure if I don't eat the cookie it won't be too bad.
Yesterday I had half a pizza thingy (you know, those single serving stuff) and a snack bar. The snack bar tasted like shit with apples, but I guess thats what you get when its baked and HEALTHY for you. I hate healthy food!!! :P :P :P
Today I'm suppose to be having lunch with a friend, so I really didn't want to eat breakfast.
I'm starting to see results. I'm not sure if they are real, or just in my head... but my curves arent as Pear looking anymore, more like an hourglass.
Granted, it could be part of the body makeup I put on before the photoshoot.
Lets hope it wasn't... lets hope its real and I just cant tell cuz im so stupid about my body!
If I keep going at this rate I think it could be bad. I already notice how much I am starting to read lables for cals.
I have a friend who is ANA and said thats how it started. from reading Cals. I don't want to be ana. I just want to feel like I am in controll of my cravings. I want to be fit, sexy, and not flabby.
Is that too much for a girl to ask?
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