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The fear I feel just now is possibly the scariest thing ive felt in a while.
Im opening my head upto the world here! so lets hope no-one finds out who I really am :P
Well here goes! Recently ive been going through a rough time in my life, and finding things difficult to cope with i decided to offload everything to an anon blog. I want to be able to share what im really feeling without being judged.
I have some fantastic friends, and a wonderful boyfriend. But sometimes im worried that if I open up to them fully, they will find out things that they could use against me - and thats a big fear of mine. Being hurt.
I have a medical condition that has left me disabled and in pain daily. I find it difficult to cope that I am infact different from everyone else, and that I cant do things the same as everyone else. I also have a largly disturbed family which includes an impulsive liar mother and half sister and an alcoholic brother. I have also been through two violent relationships and have suffered several miscarriages.
Dealing with the above, is difficult for me, so im going to offload everything here and hope that eases the pressure of things to allow me to actually think straight.
I can be very positive sometimes, and I am very opinionated. So I hope you enjoy my blog, and join in on my debates.
Take care,
Mimi xx |
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Posted by WeeMimi on 2008-04-08 09:27:50 | Rating: | Views: 93
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Look forward to reading.
I'm an anonymous blogger myself (pen name)....but my blogs are boring lately. ha ha
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Posted by Quiet_Dreamer
on 2008-04-08 09:32:26
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